Marz
À PEU PRÈS
- Aug 3, 2018
- 170
I'm seriously considering just jumping out of my damn balcony. I live in a 13th floor. I know there's still chance of survival but my only other options are jumping under a train. I almost went and did it two days ago because I was so dissociated I kind of didn't fucking care- but then I remembered my brother was at home and could see me from the bedroom so I went back inside. I fucking hate SI. That's why I'm wondering about any drugs that disinhibit or lower SI. I have never done much more than alcohol and some weed so I'm really ignorant when it comes to substances.