I experienced accidental poisoning which has caueall sorts of complications but the modt significant to me personally is the way its impacted my ability to think and process things. It was once my strength. Blowing my own trumpet seems justified under the circumstances but before I was really quite humble about my mental abilities. Now I have nothing to be proud or humble about. Quality of life has gone and the neurological pains serve as reminders in any slight improved moment that this appears permanent. I tried getting into see a neurologist and they refused the referral at triage. Soul destroying. I honestly and truly feel your pain OP! I have found breif improvements/relief in benzos, opioids and hypnotics but they're far from a long term solution and using them is essentially borrowing from tomorrow/the future. Just a week of using them and then stopping leaves you in a right mess in my experience.
There is something really interesting I found about ambien and brain problems. There's a film about it which I happened to watch not long after my 'injury'. I didn't make the connection until recently and realizing that the meds I was experimenting with mirrored the results seen in the tests seen in the experiments the film is based around. I think the film is called Awakening. It has De Niro in it. I hate to link to a NYT article but it's the only one I've seen posted.
https://www.nytimes.com/2011/12/04/...-minimally-conscious.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0
I actually can't see that link as I don't have a paid subscription but hopefully you can. If not maybe a search for other articles on the matter could be fruitful. I should do one myself in fairness. But yeah, Ambien/Zolpidem and its hypnotic properties appear to bring me back briefly. It's the strangest thing. Long term though it stops working as the dose needs to constantly increased until it no longer works. It's also not good for memory long term. Benzos too. Perhaps if you're able to be restrained and only use it infrequently it could be of benefit in providing momentary relief. I would mirror what others ha e said though and say see a neurologist before doing anything. I intend to chase up a rereferal to neurology myself. I wish you luck and relief. Please feel free to PM me. It would be good to connect with someone who actually gets what each other are dealing with and share resources and info. :)
Found a link on wired....
https://www.wired.com/2007/03/ambien-wakes-up/
There are quite a few results if you do a search. It's not recovery or repair though so it's not a recommendation so much a share of interesting info on what drugs can do to the damaged brain.
Since I got brain damage, pain filled my body, heart sometimes beat fast or strong, hard breathing sometimes, dizziness. Is there a way to cure or reduce symptoms? Is there a way to heal brain? I can't live or function like this
FWIW I too experience the pain, racing heart (usually during a brief period of waking in the night) and similarly weird briething. For me it's like I don't breath deeply and normally as I used to. The way I walk has changed and my spacial/situational awareness is all messed up. Even the way I hokd a pencil is different.
This one's more informative.
Twenty to forty percent of people who suffer a severe brain injury do not survive. Of those that do, a diagnosis can often be hard to reach.
www.nbc12.com