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SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
362
Currently I don't feel anything, but I have moments where I'm like "this is so hopeless, why am I like this? Why can't I get better" and then other times, I'll be having a full on breakdown. It's like I'm used to how I feel, it's nothing new, but sometimes it'll really affect me and some times it doesnt. Maybe I'm just overthinking this idk
 
ToTheTwillight

ToTheTwillight

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May 19, 2023
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Nah you not being weird, you just having swings in your thoughts, it's normal to kind of drift from thinking or feeling something from one end to another. I guess if there is a term for it, you are feeling 'ambivalent'
 
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SpiderLink

SpiderLink

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Apr 3, 2023
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Nah you not being weird, you just having swings in your thoughts, it's normal to kind of drift from thinking or feeling something from one end to another. I guess if there is a term for it, you are feeling 'ambivalent'
Alright that's good to know
 

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