it's been Dig Lazarus Dig and that Thievery Corp Suadade for a few days now because they're loaded in my youtube and I just keep listening to whatever is already loaded because my data os too slow to load new stuff. And yes they keep going when I turn them off.
And this has been stuck in my head for years. Good suicide song about how some people want to do it from loneliness. I always picture it as a lonely (but not really that lonely, just isolated) narcissist making love to herself in front of a mirror.