I awoke today crippled. I only got up to let my dogs out then ran right back to bed. I'm literally now afraid to leave the bed. I'm so worried about my divorce and losing my home. I can actually feel the stress as physical pain now. I'm hoping it triggers a heart attack and I'm free from this pain. I wish I had the guts to ctb
Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
- Jul 1, 2020
- 7,031
idk if its the same thing but when i have panic attacks, general stress, my mental disorders reach a certain point i deal with physical pain pretty close to daily, this morning breathing was difficult.
You aren't imagining it. I think that's exactly what's happening to me. I keep thinking about this stuff and making me so stressed I'm panicking. It's so not fun
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,739
Ctb really is so difficult. It's understandable wanting something else to kill you, it would be ideal to just pass away in my sleep. Life does just seem to be constant suffering with no relief. It sounds like you are going through a lot, it really is such a cruel existence. I wish you the best.
