is sn really peaceful?

[teajay1]

hi. i am really suffering every single day and i want to go but i'm so scared to hurt myself in violent ways. i envy those who can hurt themselves. i think i would have no problem consuming N or SN, considering my dumbass thought benadryl sleeping pills would kill me when i was younger. and i wasn't panicking despite being convinced i was gonna die.

i read a lot about SN being peaceful, is it really? if i understand it right you die from a lack of oxygen? also doesn't salt make you thirsty? i don't think i'd have a good time being thirsty and suffocating. is it actually peaceful? sorry if this is a dumb question. i haven't heard of SN til i started looking for ways to go sometime last year.

thank you :)

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You won't get thirsty within 15-20 minutes. Reports are mixed form peaceful to violent (vomiting, stomach aches, tachycardia). You won't feel suffocation bc you don't inhale CO2, however you might be short on breath before u pass out. The major difference between N and SN is that after ingesting SN you are fully conscious until you pass out due to a lack of oxygen (hence the Benzos that can help with anxiety and possible panic) while with N (and other drug ODs) you fall asleep and into a coma before the actual process of dying starts (respiratory arrest / cardiac arrest).

 

[rottenflesh]

i hope so... i'll find out soon

 

[uzuf86]

You won't get thirsty within 15-20 minutes. Reports are mixed form peaceful to violent (vomiting, stomach aches, tachycardia). You won't feel suffocation bc you don't inhale CO2, however you might be short on breath before u pass out. The major difference between N and SN is that after ingesting SN you are fully conscious until you pass out due to a lack of oxygen (hence the Benzos that can help with anxiety and possible panic) while with N (and other drug ODs) you fall asleep and into a coma before the actual process of dying starts (respiratory arrest / cardiac arrest).

Same with SN actually. Tachycardia is not painful in theory but stomach ache probably is. Hypoxia due to oxygen is not painful at all, and if I remember it right SN will switch you off finally via cardiac arrest.

 

[beanfien]

hi. i am really suffering every single day and i want to go but i'm so scared to hurt myself in violent ways. i envy those who can hurt themselves. i think i would have no problem consuming N or SN, considering my dumbass thought benadryl sleeping pills would kill me when i was younger. and i wasn't panicking despite being convinced i was gonna die.

i read a lot about SN being peaceful, is it really? if i understand it right you die from a lack of oxygen? also doesn't salt make you thirsty? i don't think i'd have a good time being thirsty and suffocating. is it actually peaceful? sorry if this is a dumb question. i haven't heard of SN til i started looking for ways to go sometime last year.

thank you :)

from all that i have heard it's a peaceful experience

 

[CocoToxBase]

Hope this helps.

 

[Chronosphere]

Hope this helps.

Doesn't sound peaceful honestly.

 

[grahf]

I don't know now if it really peaceful or not, from what I read it depends on each person

 

[tbroken]

Same with SN actually. Tachycardia is not painful in theory but stomach ache probably is. Hypoxia due to oxygen is not painful at all, and if I remember it right SN will switch you off finally via cardiac arrest.

I hope you're right. But honestly some life experiences can be more torturing, this seems picnic in comparison.

 

[teajay1]

Hope this helps.
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thanks for all the answers and especially ty for finding this. do you know if this person took an antiemetic or not? this looks very scary :( i might reconsider to a different method

 

[rosenwasser]

As someone already mentioned, the unfortunate thing about SN is that you don't lose consciousness before the "symptoms" of dying kick in (with N you just go to sleep). There are various reports varying from peaceful to not so peaceful. Everybody reacts differently. Antiemitics and benzos can help. But I totally understand SN anxiety, it's kept me away from using it until now.

 

[losing hope]

Was re-reading @Moonicide (29 years old) ctb here https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/ and a couple of things that did worry me is the below timestamps;

• 00:41 She coughs a bit and says fuck 3 times in a low voice. (perhaps theres some pain/ discomfort?) (this could also be the last time she was consious)
• 00:45 Hands on stomach, Groans. load groans sounds like snoring. kinda like chocking

Regarding the bolded text above, I think she was conscious at that point, hence why she put her hands on her stomach. Possibly due to stomach burn which she had reported 10 mins prior (@ 00:35). Not trying to scare anyone off SN as it is 1000% my method (unless I can get N, or F or H). But in taking SN I would be prepaped to endure 30mins of stomach pains, vomitting, heart racing and dizziness etc and from the reports I've read the pain is likely to be up to a 5 out of 10 for those 30 mins. Also I think some of the weird "snorting sounds" both with @Moonicide and the case reported above might be due to them trying but being unable to speak.

Basically what I am saying is prepare for the worst and hope it turns out to be a better experience.

 

[rozeske]

It seems peaceful or atleast manageable enough. I feel like it is peaceful to the person ctbing but not so peaceful to the observers to witness.

00:45 Hands on stomach, Groans. load groans sounds like snoring. kinda like chocking

If I remember correctly the observer didn't have knowhow of the death rattle and had initially confused those sounds to groans and snoring and was afraid mooni was conscious and aware of them but after others mentioned about it, op said it could be the final death rattle sound.

 

[CocoToxBase]

Doesn't sound peaceful honestly.

You're never going to get a painless/peaceful death unless it's done so by medical professionals. There is no such thing as peaceful when it comes to death, you are killing yourself. SN method is classed as fairly peaceful due to people losing consciousness very fast and the body is consciously not aware it is dying.

In my opinion if people can't handle throwing up and possibly stomach pain and a headache for 15/30 minutes then suicide isn't for you… not trying to be rude but death comes with discomfort and that's something people need to start understanding. There's no easy way out I'm afraid.

 

[Justnotme]

Seen 2 people pass from sn . Both didn't report being very uncomfortable.

But ofcourse its not completely painless. You're ingesting something your body doesn't want.

Can you please describe what you saw?
And give your honest assessment

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

Can you please describe what you saw?
And give your honest assessment

Yes please would like as much information as possible...

 

[EternalWinter]

It's not difficult to acquire a nitrogen bottle and regulator in most locations. They're extremely common in industrial applications, mostly welding. Nitrogen hypoxia basically means you just fall asleep, because breathing nitrogen doesn't sustain cell life (like oxygen) but doesn't set off the body's natural suffocation alarm system.

 

[Timothy7dff]

I'm wondering if anyone has tried combining methods. CO seems fairly simple and straightforward. Why not combine CO with SN? Seems like drinking the SN in a space with a high CO ppm would not only increase effectiveness, but might be more peaceful, too? Maybe you lose consciousness before any severe stomach pain.

 

[BackToLobby]

Hope this helps.
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Oh my god all this sounds like a horrible way to die. How is this a peaceful way to go? Multiple times puking? Did he used antiemetics?

 

[DogSandwich]

You're never going to get a painless/peaceful death unless it's done so by medical professionals. There is no such thing as peaceful when it comes to death, you are killing yourself. SN method is classed as fairly peaceful due to people losing consciousness very fast and the body is consciously not aware it is dying.

In my opinion if people can't handle throwing up and possibly stomach pain and a headache for 15/30 minutes then suicide isn't for you… not trying to be rude but death comes with discomfort and that's something people need to start understanding. There's no easy way out I'm afraid.

Most reasonable take in this thread

 

[sanitystruggle]

thanks for all the answers and especially ty for finding this. do you know if this person took an antiemetic or not? this looks very scary :( i might reconsider to a different method

It's from @Stubbe's goodbye thread:

Goodbye thread

Hey, so it's just about my time. Most of you here probably don't know me as I haven't been very active on the forums, and instead opted to use discord and the likes. My method is SN, and I'm doing the 48 hour regimen. I've been taking meto since yesterday and will end up fasting for close to...

sanctioned-suicide.net

He used the 48hr regimen with meto as an AE.

 

[Kta1994]

Im in already chronic pain i dony really mind, i just want it to work, i have digestive issues which make me worried if its gonna get the job done

 

[persimmon]

There is a summary of recorded cases here which will give you some idea of what the experience is like. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-successful-and-unsuccessful-cases-2023-update.120854/

 

[Itty bitty]

Not trying to scare anyone off SN as it is 1000% my method (unless I can get N, or F or H).

F Fentanyl and H Heroin?

 

[losing hope]

F Fentanyl and H Heroin?

Yes.

 

[Fakefriendhate_Maxx]

Hope this helps.
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Ok, if convulsions are expected to set in during intoxication, ingestion of annticonvulsants (special type of antiepileptics, that help against Grand-Mal seizures) seem appropriate. Benzos are useful here. Diazepam, Chlordiazepoxid and especially Clonazepam are good anticonvulsants...

 

[CocoToxBase]

Ok, if convulsions are expected to set in during intoxication, ingestion of annticonvulsants (special type of antiepileptics, that help against Grand-Mal seizures) seem appropriate. Benzos are useful here. Diazepam, Chlordiazepoxid and especially Clonazepam are good anticonvulsants...

may i ask why you would want to prevent the seizure? Having a seizure could have the possibility to kill someone if their airway is compromised or they hit their head hard

 

[Minsu]

I've read really a lot of SN goodbye threads here and SN doesn't seem peaceful to me at all.

It's like 15 minutes of torture. And fasting for 1-2 days is very annoying as well

 

[Fakefriendhate_Maxx]

may i ask why you would want to prevent the seizure? Having a seizure could have the possibility to kill someone if their airway is compromised or they hit their head hard

Seizures are hell on earth. Nobody seriously wants to die of a seizure. My ex girlfriend had Grand-Mal epilepsy (seizures) - that's why I know what it is, how it looks like and how bad you'd feel. SN kills on another mechanism that seems more peaceful to me...
But in the end, everybody has to make their own decision. Benzos aren't necessary...
Whith a little bit of luck you can die from SN alone, as many examples in this forum shows...

 

[CocoToxBase]

Seizures are hell on earth. Nobody seriously wants to die of a seizure. My ex girlfriend had Grand-Mal epilepsy (seizures) - that's why I know what it is, how it looks like and how bad you'd feel. SN kills on another mechanism that seems more peaceful to me...
But in the end, everybody has to make their own decision. Benzos aren't necessary...
Whith a little bit of luck you can die from SN alone, as many examples in this forum shows...

I've had full tonic clinic seizures and i can't remember anything so if you can't remember anything of the seizure then i don't see why it's a problem to prevent them. Once you start having seizures from taking SN the methaemoglobin in your blood toxicity is 50%+ you're not going to gain consciousness after the seizure as the methb levels will have rised again so you'll be completely unaware that you've had a seizure as the next thing is death