GongLiFang
Certified Stupid
- Aug 11, 2021
- 77
I know we aren't supposed to share links and exact resources and I respect that.
However, I am wondering because I have been looking it up for days now and I can only see companies meant for universities or organizations selling so I can't buy it since I am not a university or organization.
Was there some magical dealer somewhere I was supposed to know about?
Anyways, I feel really jealous/bummed out that after reading up the whole process and peoples experiences I can't even try it myself. So please if you know what happened to SN availability in general (no need to get into specifics) please let me know. I am already so hopeless and I live where guns are illegal so I have no reliable way to kill myself and it's been years. I just want to stop the waiting and be able to put a proper plan in action instead of having scuffed drowning and hanging attempts.
However, I am wondering because I have been looking it up for days now and I can only see companies meant for universities or organizations selling so I can't buy it since I am not a university or organization.
Was there some magical dealer somewhere I was supposed to know about?
Anyways, I feel really jealous/bummed out that after reading up the whole process and peoples experiences I can't even try it myself. So please if you know what happened to SN availability in general (no need to get into specifics) please let me know. I am already so hopeless and I live where guns are illegal so I have no reliable way to kill myself and it's been years. I just want to stop the waiting and be able to put a proper plan in action instead of having scuffed drowning and hanging attempts.