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GoneByTomorrow
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- Aug 11, 2020
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I don't mean to turn this into a sob story, but I'm gonna tell my situation so I can have an overall orientation.
My mother found out I'm gay and she is threating me to tell my dad, he lives not so close to where I live, but also not very far, he could be here in 4 hours. Now, so you guys can understand my situation, if my mother tells him I'm gay and he get to me, at best he will give me a beating, in the worst case scenario he will give me a beating and end up killing me, I don't think he cares going to jail if he tortures me first.
I was thinking of ctbing sooner rather than later, but I just decided to wait till she tells him, so I have no other choise, I'll enjoy living my live while I can. When my mother tell my dad, I think I'll have a night to prepare and ctb, I can't fail this attempt at all! When she tells him I'll go to my bedroom at night and take SN, it's the only method I have at hand.
Will the effects be loud? I mean, I know I'm gonna throw up quite a bit, but my mother will think I'm just nervous, besides throwing up there will be another sound or can I go undetectable?
My mother found out I'm gay and she is threating me to tell my dad, he lives not so close to where I live, but also not very far, he could be here in 4 hours. Now, so you guys can understand my situation, if my mother tells him I'm gay and he get to me, at best he will give me a beating, in the worst case scenario he will give me a beating and end up killing me, I don't think he cares going to jail if he tortures me first.
I was thinking of ctbing sooner rather than later, but I just decided to wait till she tells him, so I have no other choise, I'll enjoy living my live while I can. When my mother tell my dad, I think I'll have a night to prepare and ctb, I can't fail this attempt at all! When she tells him I'll go to my bedroom at night and take SN, it's the only method I have at hand.
Will the effects be loud? I mean, I know I'm gonna throw up quite a bit, but my mother will think I'm just nervous, besides throwing up there will be another sound or can I go undetectable?