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Brayu

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Sep 14, 2021
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So guys... I did something stupid yesterday (you can judge me if you want). The idea was at first "self-mutilation"... I don't know, my head was and it's bad! I knew I couldn't do it directly so I hoped to do it in stages.

Turns out I tried sodium first, I had some soy sauce, but it didn't stop in my stomach (I'm allergic)... It probably hurt my stomach because it burned the palm of my hand with a drop.

So instead of recovering from that first one (two days later) I simply ate 15 castor bean seeds (to be honest I underestimated that this would make such a heavy reaction, so I expected something in stages... a gradual intoxication). But I believe that the stomach injuries increased the absorption of ricin... Yesterday I had digestive symptoms. hone I look mildly flu, with headache, abdominal pain and dysregulated heart (he wasn't very healthy since covid).

I underestimated too much, really... I can't go to a hospital (because I won't be able to make up a story, I've had allergies for less than a week, I can't make up anything now).

I'm lost!
 
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fox_wannabe

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Jul 7, 2021
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Oooh man you might as well go to hospital right now. Did you chew on the seeds or are they in seed shells? If yes maybe there will be no ricin poisoning. Maybe you can still say you for example mistakenly drank from wrong cap or bottle you put sodium for pipe cleaning. Go to hospital. If you not say directly that you tried to ctb you might get away w this.
 
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Brayu

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Sep 14, 2021
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Oooh man you might as well go to hospital right now. Did you chew on the seeds or are they in seed shells? If yes maybe there will be no ricin poisoning. Maybe you can still say you for example mistakenly drank from wrong cap or bottle you put sodium for pipe cleaning. Go to hospital. If you not say directly that you tried to ctb you might get away w this.
The seed, very well chewed...
 
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HiImPaul

Student
Nov 5, 2021
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Ricin is an everything toxin. It attacks every cell in your body that takes it up. Like the other person said you should go to a hospital.
 
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