What ratings does he give to hanging? If you can, could you please attach a screenshot?
No, I mean what do you mean by "Gods threat"? I had question about that.
thank you, I just meant by God's threat, or a promised threat to me individually and personally… When I overdosed years ago and had an NDE and a life review and a massive spiritual experience, I was basically told by God that he would continue to intervene and prevent another suicide attempt,
so far that has continued to happen to me.
Every time I try it fails and it's not necessarily because of me not doing something correctly.
Quick examples:
According to everything I've researched, I took a lethal dose of castor beans that I carefully crushed with a hammer and a plastic bag, so that the poison would actually be released in my system, Supposedly I took enough to kill three grown men, and I was apparently in a coma for a couple of days and woke up with my skin yellow for a little under two weeks and turned out just fine.
Another example would be that I carefully studied train schedules, went to the railroad section where I knew the train would be arriving when it was dark, in the middle of nowhere outside of any town, with no human being around. Within a few minutes of the sunsetting where it was almost dark, A man walking his dog arrived and almost immediately after looking at my face said "you're gonna kill yourself are you"? And I denied it of course at first, and then he said that he never takes that route, but for some reason God told him to walk his dog there that night, and that he wasn't going to leave unless I walked to store with him a mile away or he would call the police on me. I did end up walking to the store with him out of fear of the police committing me. then he basically insisted forced me to get in a taxi car that he paid for to bring me to a local hospital (Which drop me off there and then I just ran away) as he waved bye smiling and blessing me.
When I asked him how he could possibly know by someone who is just standing or walking near railroad tracks, he said literally "God told me that I was going to help someone tonight", and it really freaked me out.
Another example, to be briefer, I took over 103 amitriptyline tablets, 100 mg each, over a period of a little over a day without throwing anything up, which is supposed to be completely deathly, And let's just say they literally came out completely whole, Which is bizarre and it had a zero effect on me.
another example is Trying to drown myself, i weighted myself in a swimming pool in the backyard have a friend that I knew would be out of town, waited till it was pitch black dark with no lights on, and this place had a tall fence. I was underwater and had been for a couple of minutes and my chest was really tight and very uncomfortable and I was starting to black out a little bit, suddenly I felt something jump in the water and pull me out onto the shallow end of the pool steps and it was a giant dog. And I mean it Was freaking gigantic, and it look like a mix of possibly St. Bernard with a German Shepherd like a really weird looking big mutt with big paws. It was licking me and then it laid down and cuddled next to me, I looked around thinking maybe it somehow got through a fence door? But there was no open door, it's like it leapt over the fence. Where did it come from? And how the hell did it know I was drowning under water?
How do you explain that?
Every time I think it's fail-proof, something strange happens and I'm again "saved" against my will.
I could list other instances where I should've died, and either someone intervened or nothing happened. People might chuckle and say well that's not possible or there's no such thing, but I'm telling you it's real and it's frustrating.
