Sadly, a lot of people who said that N is illegal is correct. Not only that, it is illegal in a lot of countries since it is considered a dangerous drug. I do wish it wasn't though. At any rate, if you live in the US, have you considered the firearms method? It can be potentially cheaper and easier (depending on which state you reside in) to obtain a working firearm and rounds needed to successfully CTB.
thanks and you're right; i saw later after my original post question that nembutal is not legal without a prescription so i will forget that idea. it's really frustrating how they make it impossible to ctb peacefully so people are forced to desperately use a more painful or dangerous method.
it's like women desperately using hangers (gross but sad) when they make abortions illegal so it forces people to find other ways that are even worse. i'm on the fence with abortion but understand and respect both sides. Anyway...
these people that mistakenly want to 'save' us are not realizing that if they truly 'care' then give us support not theory that doesn't work in reality. i wish i could tell them don't preach to people suffering to just do x,y,z when we've already done or tried that and our suffering remains.
they put animals to sleep/ euthanize to put them out of their misery out of MERCY yet we are not entitled to the same mercy?!?
they're the selfish ones wanting us to keep suffering.
i appreciate your suggestion but i could never use a gun because it's too violent of a way too go, for me i could never tear apart my head like that, i want to remain intact and my last moments as quiet and tender as possible.
