Ameya
A nobody
- Mar 22, 2021
- 130
I have been thinking about ctb for a long time now in my life and hoped it would get better. Now my academics suck so much they might be the final push I need to ctb. Since I am still trying hard, but my grades are still bad. I just don't know anymore. Depending on my grades I will decide if I cbt or not. I feel guilty, because it's such a stupid reason to cbt... Or more my final grade decides now, when I will die. It's not really my only reason, but a big factor. Since I know working life isn't better at all after school. (I have worked before). I could drop out since I already own a degree, but I worked so hard on getting a higher one and still fail and fail. It's like running against a brick wall.
I have to decide until july if I want to cbt. It's my own personal deadline. Deciding if going through that stress again is worth it.
I have to decide until july if I want to cbt. It's my own personal deadline. Deciding if going through that stress again is worth it.
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