Method Is my partial hanging setup good?

[First loss]

So, it is positioned in the attic, on one of the horizontal supporting pillars that holds the roof. The pillar is strong and it will hold out if I decide to hang myself there.

The "rope" is actually consisted of two belts. One is a martial arts belt and another one is a normal leather belt.

I took the leather belt and buckled it on the pillar in such way that the more force is applied downwards it gets tighter.

Then, trough that leather belt, I tied a martial arts belt and tied a normal knot around my head.

I did two tests and nothing came loose and I felt like I was about to pass out.

I am unable to post pictures unfortunately.

 

[Imgonnahangmyself]

Good luck, hope you find peace.
I still don't know where to hang myself, but I'm gonna do it soon

 

[First loss]

Good luck, hope you find peace.
I still don't know where to hang myself, but I'm gonna do it soon

I kinda fucked myself over by choosing to live. I was supposed to be dead 2 days ago, but I promised some people close to me that I would try and live at least for a next year or so.

If you have a good pillar to hang yourself on, try the same thing I did.