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miserablecreature
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- Mar 16, 2025
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My everyday life has become unbearably painful to the point where I think I might finally be ready to CTB instead of just longing for death. I do not have access to firearms (or N), which would be my preferred method since it's so quick and theoretically painless when it's done right. The most important thing to me is a relatively painless death, which I know is hard to achieve with household items and substances. What I do have access to is my grandma's medicine cabinet, which includes a bunch of relatively harmless seeming things, but also metoprolol for her heart. I was wondering if it would be a viable method to overdose on this, since if I take enough, it should in theory be able to shut down my heart. I also have access to a bathtub in case pairing this with drowning would work. I'm desperate for a method but don't want to do anything stupid either.