• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

mapleboy

mapleboy

sleepy...
May 22, 2023
63
I want to spend the rest of this year doing fun things with my partner, and then kill myself while I'm happiest. I don't want to experience anymore hardships, potential or certain. Being alive and still struggling with my mental health and trauma is agonizing. The only thing that would bring me peace is my own death. I would like to live my life with my partner to the fullest, and then quit while I'm ahead. I wouldn't want anything else. I don't want to get better anymore, I just want to experience what it's like to love and be loved for a little bit, before it all inevitably crashes down. Is it strange to want to do that? To finally live the happy life I've always wanted, and then throw it all away before shit hits the fan?
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: pleaseiwanttogo, etherealspring, ijustwishtodie and 3 others
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,414
Doesn't seem strange at all. Why not make the most out of being alive while you can- if you can? Seems like the better way to go out to me. I hope you have as much fun as you can.
 
  • Love
Reactions: etherealspring and mapleboy
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,503
If you've lived your life it's probably easier to CTB or to accept death bc we did a lot of things in life we wanted to do. If (mental) health is a threat long-term, CTB can be an option before it gets worse to prevent yourself from further suffering.

From this point of view it's not weird.
 
  • Love
Reactions: etherealspring and mapleboy
D

dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
453
Hey might as well enjoy life if you can and then who knows...you'll either end things on top or maybe you'll find it's worth continuing. Either way, better than being miserable.
 
  • Love
Reactions: etherealspring and mapleboy
kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
222
That's what I want to do too
 
  • Love
Reactions: etherealspring and mapleboy
M

madmore

New Member
Aug 5, 2024
3
Not weird at all. You might as well enjoy it to the fullest and leave on a high, many people with chronic physical illness do the same thing so I don't think it should be made weird to have this same attitude with chronic mental suffering.
 
  • Love
Reactions: etherealspring and mapleboy
LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,121
If you are overall content with life and no sudden devastating trigger happens, then it would be unusual.

But that doesn't seem to be true in your case. You'd not overall content with life but you're able to feel.some joy and you are trying to maximize that before you go.
 
  • Love
Reactions: etherealspring and mapleboy
O

outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,510
i don't know what the word happy means anymore
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: mapleboy

Similar threads

MoonBat
Replies
3
Views
128
Recovery
MoonBat
MoonBat
eaturdirt
Replies
1
Views
159
Recovery
alltoomuch2
alltoomuch2
Sheeanabrugh
Replies
16
Views
372
Suicide Discussion
Sheeanabrugh
Sheeanabrugh
prone2fury
Replies
0
Views
92
Suicide Discussion
prone2fury
prone2fury
LeBroom
Replies
4
Views
203
Suicide Discussion
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon