Is it so difficult to die?

[Jamesun]

I think I'm completely determined to end everything, I'm a little scared and I don't know what to do first.
I thought I would just disappear from everyone's lives and that they would no longer know about me, the idea of thinking that I would hurt them kills me,I feel like I'm a nuisance to them and I don't think I have any other option or solution to my problems. I think I'm just a lost cause, I can't handle my problems and it's not like I'm good at anything. I still don't even know how to kill myself but I wish it were quick, I'm already tired of everything, not even therapy was able to help me.

 

[prisonerofexistence]

SI is the problem.

 

[UKscotty]

Physically, no. The body is way more fragile than people like to think. We can be killed by so many things.

Emotionally though, yes, almost impossible to die. Death is the opposite of what the brain wants so being ready can take years or even decades.

We make the mistake thinking the emotional and physical part of CTB are the same, they are not.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Yah, I might venture to say so.

Edit: specifically referring to self-inflicted death.