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[enau]

I would like to take mdma for being less prisoner of heavy stress related to ptsd state.Mdma seems to be a promising tool for therapy in ptsd.Bu i dont plan to try it for healing myself: i think it is impossible.I dont have the streng or desire, or any hope to pursue life, i know even if i can have an ephemeral time with less pain, my personn and life are broken and im unable to endure life..Im just trapped in nigthmarish states/anesthesic combined, and i only wish to feel connected to myself/ who i am, my feelings, and reason to die, before ctb, and i hope it could help
Im worried about interaction with others substances i could take for ctb.will it interact with sn ? with N? How long should I wait between taking this kind of drug and others stuff for ctb ?