stunnednaddled

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My current method is partial hanging. I have a towel closed in a door with a zip tie on the other side to keep it from slipping through and it is very sturdy. I have tried twisting the towel as much as I could and also leaving it semi loose. I've practiced about 5 times today, trying to get over the SI and because honestly the high from it is amazing. Is it normal to make a sort of snoring sound from your body trying to breathe? I timed it and I was still conscious after 30+ seconds, but I could definitely feel the life slipping away toward the end which is where I stopped. Is there something I'm doing wrong or is this normal and due to the thickness of my ligature is it normal for it to take a little longer? I don't mind the time, I actually started looking at my phone on my last run and ended up nearly passing out after I don't even know how long, but I already know that once I take my benzos and get drunk I can definitely sustain it for however long necessary. I just want to make sure I am doing this right because I plan on taking all of my benzos tonight and if I fuck it up I would really rather not have to do it sober, even though I know I can, I just like to get high anyways and figured this would be a nice way out. I was also considering drinking, taking the benzos and taking some sleeping pills and just letting myself fall asleep in the noose but I feel like that's just too much lol. Any tips to make this work better/faster? I have also considered hyperventilating to get past the dizziness phase faster and hopefully just knock right out. I can send pics of the ligature if requested.
 
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Timetodie90

Timetodie90

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I've made snoring noises before while experimenting with partial and tourniquet. I have sinus issues so not sure if that is why.
 
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I've made snoring noises before while experimenting with partial and tourniquet. I have sinus issues so not sure if that is why.
Yeah I've always had issues breathing out my nose, probably from coke addiction tbh. I just tried winding the towel a little bit less and making it tighter around my neck and I started to black out much quicker and didn't make any weird noises. It's weird cuz everything I've read said to use a super thin ligature, yet when I made it thicker, it worked quicker and it was much more comfortable.
 
Timetodie90

Timetodie90

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Yeah I've always had issues breathing out my nose, probably from coke addiction tbh. I just tried winding the towel a little bit less and making it tighter around my neck and I started to black out much quicker and didn't make any weird noises. It's weird cuz everything I've read said to use a super thin ligature, yet when I made it thicker, it worked quicker and it was much more comfortable.
Same here my breathing issues is due to the fact I used to snort coke and amphetamine. In regards to ligature thickness etc. I think it's just down to the fact everyone's physiology is different.
 
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Same here my breathing issues is due to the fact I used to snort coke and amphetamine. In regards to ligature thickness etc. I think it's just down to the fact everyone's physiology is different.
for sure. I'm feeling more confident the more I practice. With the thinner, tighter wound one I made it took probably 15+ seconds before I even started to get dizzy. Once I wound it a little less, it took about 6 seconds and my vision was completely gone. I think I just need to get super fucked up, hyperventilate for a minute, and lower myself a little further and quicker. I'm doing standing partial and even with my feet flat on the ground it's very effective, I'm gonna try angling my legs some more and just standing on my heels. I tried this same ligature kneeling and sitting and it was very uncomfortable and didn't work very well. I think standing partial is really the best medium because it's plenty of natural pressure and once you pass out your body will just slump even further and it should be quick at that point. Hopefully I can do it tonight, I was gonna wait but I feel so good about it right now and I think tonight is gonna be the night. Probably gonna experiment with some engineer tape and a neck tie as well just to see what happens because the feeling of slipping away is absolutely intoxicating. My goal is to practice so much that I just accidentally do it, that would be the best bet really.
 
Timetodie90

Timetodie90

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for sure. I'm feeling more confident the more I practice. With the thinner, tighter wound one I made it took probably 15+ seconds before I even started to get dizzy. Once I wound it a little less, it took about 6 seconds and my vision was completely gone. I think I just need to get super fucked up, hyperventilate for a minute, and lower myself a little further and quicker. I'm doing standing partial and even with my feet flat on the ground it's very effective, I'm gonna try angling my legs some more and just standing on my heels. I tried this same ligature kneeling and sitting and it was very uncomfortable and didn't work very well. I think standing partial is really the best medium because it's plenty of natural pressure and once you pass out your body will just slump even further and it should be quick at that point. Hopefully I can do it tonight, I was gonna wait but I feel so good about it right now and I think tonight is gonna be the night. Probably gonna experiment with some engineer tape and a neck tie as well just to see what happens because the feeling of slipping away is absolutely intoxicating. My goal is to practice so much that I just accidentally do it, that would be the best bet really.
My goal is very similar. I'll keep practicing going further and further and do it sort of accidentally. Good luck by the way. Love and peace.
 
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The only snore I can think of is a glottal snore but I think that happens when you've actually died or very close to it, there is footage of Lil Peep who passed away from an overdose who was recorded snoring when he was in fact dead/or close to it.

I wish I could do partial, I can't get close to it at all. Do you have any tips?
 
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The only snore I can think of is a glottal snore but I think that happens when you've actually died or very close to it, there is footage of Lil Peep who passed away from an overdose who was recorded snoring when he was in fact dead/or close to it.

I wish I could do partial, I can't get close to it at all. Do you have any tips?
I was having a lot of trouble when I was trying to kneel and sit doing it. My best attempts have been basically by standing/resting on my heels. My current setup consists of a towel closed in a door and zip tied on the other side with the door locked for extra security, and I just try and slump into it still standing. I figure this way if I can just get to the point of passing out, the rest of my body will slump on its own and that should do the trick. I wish I did it earlier today, I had it perfect, there was no pain and I saw nothing but black that way. Everyone's physiology is different though and I've read many different 'ideal' ways of doing it. Standing partial has been the most consistent for me though. I haven't tried this yet, but I was considering taking a mix of alcohol, benzos and sleeping pills and just waiting until I'm near passing out, tying the noose around my neck then basically letting myself pass out from there. I really wish it could be easier and I wish I could give better advice but this seems to be the best for me. Within 10 seconds I can literally taste death and I start feeling like I'm passing out. I feel somewhat morally conflicted straight up giving advice so I'll just tell you what my process has been. What I've been doing is testing different ligatures, different stances, etc. and writing down the time it takes for me to take to start blacking out and rating the comfort and ease of the process. Whenever I feel like I want to go through with it, which has been about 8 times today, I practice it and record myself in the process and that helps me sort of understand how it's gonna be. Everyone is different though and this might freak you out. The first few times felt great, it felt like a fucking drug, but I remember the furthest I got I had the metallic taste of death in the back of my throat and as I was passing out I was like what the fuck am I doing. I'm sorry for the ramble, but that's the closest I feel comfortable in 'giving advice'. I wish you peace and love in your process, please feel free to PM me and I'd be glad to go through the process with you a little more in depth and talk about whatever.
 
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