Myheart4U
New Member
- Nov 3, 2025
- 3
I originally intended to make one post and that's it, but I've kinda become addicted to reading the posts on this site. They only make me sad and keep me thinking about CTB so I dont know why I keep coming back. I really want to talk to the people on here because I can relate to so many, but I know they're not going to be here long. But, maybe that's not such a bad thing. It would hurt to know someone I was talking to would be gone forever, but maybe not if I'm already expecting that. We could share some things about each other and be friends even if for a brief moment. I could remember them so someone knew they existed, it'd give me some purpose. I'm getting kinda desperate to find real friends. I dont want to become overbearing on the one person I talk to. It feels selfish to want that from a forum like this. I should probably stop visiting this site unless I have updates on my plans next year.