Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
Im thinking F is the way to go because of all the hassle getting SN from another country without getting caught.
 
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*KNAZ*

*KNAZ*

The only way out is through
Oct 23, 2019
210
Im thinking F is the way to go because of all the hassle getting SN from another country without getting caught.
If you think SN is hard to get, try getting N or F. I thought about trying to get F but where would I get it? Doc won't prescribe it for me. I could drive to a bad part of town and try to buy it from a drug dealer but that is extremely dangerous. Or I could order SN off the internet and have it delivered to me. People don't get caught trying to buy SN. They get in a lot of trouble trying to get other stuff. F or N would be the gold standard to CTB but they are hard to get for a reason.
 
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Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
If you think SN is hard to get, try getting N or F. I thought about trying to get F but where would I get it? Doc won't prescribe it for me. I could drive to a bad part of town and try to buy it from a drug dealer but that is extremely dangerous. Or I could order SN off the internet and have it delivered to me. People don't get caught trying to buy SN. They get in a lot of trouble trying to get other stuff. F or N would be the gold standard to CTB but they are hard to get for a reason.
I was thinking getting F from a drug dealer. Dont care how dangerous it is since Im going to end my life anyways. If I get stabbed or shot during the process of getting F, great! It seems like it is hard to get SN from reading alot of posts on here...
 
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snowman626

snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
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If I get stabbed or shot during the process of getting F, great!

just cause you get stabbed or shot doesnt mean you'll die, you might just get paralysed, go blind, etc.
 
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Caycee

Caycee

Member
Aug 28, 2018
37
From China, I purchase items I refer to as meds, while the mundane world would call them drugs. These two meds keep me going in life, as I've tried all of the anti-depressants and other remedies for depression over the decades. This is what actually helps a bit. The people I buy from have been investigated and articles have been written about the F in their products (codeine phosphate/xanax) killing some people. They do not speak of having F in their meds. I have never had a problem and I've been a customer for four years. I'm seeking advice here: would it be considered inappropriate to ask my "CS rep" if his company might sell some F to me? I don't want to offend him, and he might not care one way or the other, but this relationship is important to me.
 
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AgonyOnMe

AgonyOnMe

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Oct 19, 2019
46
I'm in the same situation. My choice is F/H/Partial, in that order. Other than risk getting scammed the only other option I have is hitting the streets. (Too bad someone who knows someone couldn't help some others out.)
From China, I purchase items I refer to as meds, while the mundane world would call them drugs. These two meds keep me going in life, as I've tried all of the anti-depressants and other remedies for depression over the decades. This is what actually helps a bit. The people I buy from have been investigated and articles have been written about the F in their products killing some people. I have never had a problem and I've been a customer for four years. I'm seeking advice here: would it be considered inappropriate to ask my "CS rep" if his company might sell some F to me? I don't want to offend him, and he might not care one way or the other, but this relationship is important to me.
If the relationship is important, I wouldn't risk it unless you could find a way to ask him like you're joking around. Just to clarify, are the meds you take the same meds that the article was about? If not, couldn't you just order some and test it?
 
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Caycee

Caycee

Member
Aug 28, 2018
37
I'm in the same situation. My choice is F/H/Partial, in that order. Other than risk getting scammed the only other option I have is hitting the streets. (Too bad someone who knows someone couldn't help some others out.)

If the relationship is important, I wouldn't risk it unless you could find a way to ask him like you're joking around. Just to clarify, are the meds you take the same meds that the article was about? If not, couldn't you just order some and test it?
I believe the company only sells these two products. The article was about two people, one from the UK and one from USA, dying from F poisoning, related to this company. I read the article a few years ago and don't recall it stating what type of medication the customers ordered. Just that it contained a lot of F. I can say that I've bought codeine from a number of places over the years, and this one, from the Chinese company, is pretty lightweight. I like it. The Xanax is said to be Chinese, while the codeine is said to be manufactured in USA. These people are supremely professional in their packaging and very confident. I don't know anything at this point about testing equipment, though I've read posts here and there about it. I'm not sure where to buy that equipment. If my codeine or xanax contains something, it must be a very small portion. The seller is fun to correspond with and easy-going, but he definitely might not appreciate any mention of F. I do not think it would be easy or possible to overdose on these pills I buy, so it's kind of mysterious. Maybe the two people who died were buying the same meds from different companies, but this one had become more visible, and I think my seller was tricked into correspondence about a very large purchase, one that he was happy to set up. I may find a way to ask him.
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
Oh these days fentanyl is very easy to get because drug dealers are dealing that instead of heroin because it's cheaper to make. The only thing is you're never going to know what you're really getting. A drug dealer isn't going to be honest with you. My friend thought he was getting heroin and it turned out to be fentanyl an he died on the toilet.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
Oh these days fentanyl is very easy to get because drug dealers are dealing that instead of heroin because it's cheaper to make. The only thing is you're never going to know what you're really getting. A drug dealer isn't going to be honest with you. My friend thought he was getting heroin and it turned out to be fentanyl an he died on the toilet.
How do you guys find drug dealers? I know it's sounds like a stupid question but why is it so East for some people to find drug dealers? I'm in the wrong area or?
 

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