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- Dec 4, 2020
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As someone who has had depression for most of their life, would Dignitas be an option? It has been recorded by the NHS since a young age and I could probably write a book of reasons as to why I think I should die. I actively seek support and take therapies etc and tens of meds but it doesn't really help. And, if not, would any amount of money be enough to convince them to give me a painless way to ctb? If so, how much?
Ideally I'd want to spend 15k max. But if I have to pay a bit extra to get it done "privately" or whatever that's fine too. I'll need a guide or something for how to actually begin the Dignitas process and if I can directly speak with a doctor that would be great. Not sure if it's mentioned in the PPH but I'll give it a quick skim again after writing this.
Unfortunately, I don't think I've got access to any edition other than like the 2022 update, so if I can have that sent over too that would be really helpful. I would be willing to donate a certain % of my assets to help support the ongoing efforts put into writing the PPHs and probably SS too. Are the updates significant?
I suppose with the same amount of money I could do the mix of the 5 diff. meds etc but it honestly sounds like you have to drink a litre or two and that would be difficult considering the probable taste.
I'm assuming that my diagnoses only matter if I'm evidently not in a logical mindset. Sadly, I am in a logical state of mind. Life is hell and I think mostly about suicide uncontrollably and it's long overdue.
It might only be available to those who have physical illnesses - but I'm desperate. Every day I feel a bit worse.
Ideally I'd want to spend 15k max. But if I have to pay a bit extra to get it done "privately" or whatever that's fine too. I'll need a guide or something for how to actually begin the Dignitas process and if I can directly speak with a doctor that would be great. Not sure if it's mentioned in the PPH but I'll give it a quick skim again after writing this.
Unfortunately, I don't think I've got access to any edition other than like the 2022 update, so if I can have that sent over too that would be really helpful. I would be willing to donate a certain % of my assets to help support the ongoing efforts put into writing the PPHs and probably SS too. Are the updates significant?
I suppose with the same amount of money I could do the mix of the 5 diff. meds etc but it honestly sounds like you have to drink a litre or two and that would be difficult considering the probable taste.
I'm assuming that my diagnoses only matter if I'm evidently not in a logical mindset. Sadly, I am in a logical state of mind. Life is hell and I think mostly about suicide uncontrollably and it's long overdue.
It might only be available to those who have physical illnesses - but I'm desperate. Every day I feel a bit worse.