killedbypsychiatry
drugging kids is abuse
- Jan 27, 2021
- 797
Don't get me wrong, life is definitely overrated but I feel I've romanticized death so much, that now when I actually think about it, it's not as appealing.
I'm not sure if it's not as appealing because I'm in a bit less of physical pain or because I've idealized it so much.
I don't want to exist anymore. I don't want to be here anymore. But at the same time I don't want to die. I want my old life back, that's all.
But I know I can't get that, so now my only options are living this nightmare or death and neither are that appealing to me. ah hate this.
I'm not sure if it's not as appealing because I'm in a bit less of physical pain or because I've idealized it so much.
I don't want to exist anymore. I don't want to be here anymore. But at the same time I don't want to die. I want my old life back, that's all.
But I know I can't get that, so now my only options are living this nightmare or death and neither are that appealing to me. ah hate this.