Venting Is death all you wish for?

[FuneralCry]

It always has been for me, I've never desired existence, I've always been fully aware of how pointless and harmful such a thing is, there's no benefit to existence, it's just a tragic mistake that leads to suffering and decay.

Only the eternity of death has ever appealed to me, I've only ever longed for the true peace of eternal, dreamless sleep, the absence of everything where all is forgotten about, it's the only comfort and relief.

The only beauty lies in eternal nothingness, in being unable to suffer and be harmed by existence, having the ability to exist is such a terrible curse, it's a curse being burdened with the ability to suffer endlessly in this world that is truly is such a hellish and repulsive place.

Death means safety from suffering and freedom from harm, to die solves everything in an existence that was completely unnecessary in the first place, it sounds so peaceful to sleep for all eternity but isn't it just so disgusting how humans cannot just choose to peacefully pass away on their own terms.

Not everyone worships and values this terrible existence, I would always see it as preferable to rest eternally than to be a slave to suffering, trapped with my own thoughts all while fully aware of the futility of it all.

Existence was just a nightmare disturbing the peace of non-existence and I've only ever wished for that peace, as peace could never exist here, only non-existence is desirable as the inevitability of suffering fills me with dread.

 

[Mxverick]

I totally agree our existence is meaningless and painfull, there is no reason to extend the pain.

I think that suicidal people are more accomplished that normal people.

 

[StolenLife]

Yes. In this world I'm constantly overwhelmed and sensory overloaded, even without the trauma. I want total and complete non-existence, the eternal nothingness, the peaceful Void. I don't want to be perceived, I want memories of me gone and any trace of my existence gone.

 

[soonatpeace777888]

At this point? Yeah, pretty much.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes, I think so. It's not like there aren't things I would still appreciate in life but overall- life just consists of trying to fulfill needs endlessly. I get the feeling- even if I did fulfill some needs- the predictable one being money- more would arise. I'm not convinced that even a life where all you needs were met would be worth living. What would there be to strive for anymore? Death appeals because it is the end of needs.

I guess the other question would be- if you had 3 wishes, what would they be? For you, FuneralCry, I can predict death would be your first wish. Nevermind the other two. I imagine some people here would maybe delay CTB till the third wish and spend the first and second on life related things. I suppose there are certain things that might make life more bearable in the short term but long term- I reckon most people would save that last wish to check out early.

 

[BlazingBob]

Yes, it's all I wish for. I've been sick for 20 years. The disease I have is getting worse. I have zero quality of life. Health is everything. Without it life isn't worth living.

 

[Hotsackage]

All things passsss into the nigghht

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

yes

 

[SolomonKado]

It always has been for me, I've never desired existence, I've always been fully aware of how pointless and harmful such a thing is, there's no benefit to existence, it's just a tragic mistake that leads to suffering and decay.

Only the eternity of death has ever appealed to me, I've only ever longed for the true peace of eternal, dreamless sleep, the absence of everything where all is forgotten about, it's the only comfort and relief.

The only beauty lies in eternal nothingness, in being unable to suffer and be harmed by existence, having the ability to exist is such a terrible curse, it's a curse being burdened with the ability to suffer endlessly in this world that is truly is such a hellish and repulsive place.

Death means safety from suffering and freedom from harm, to die solves everything in an existence that was completely unnecessary in the first place, it sounds so peaceful to sleep for all eternity but isn't it just so disgusting how humans cannot just choose to peacefully pass away on their own terms.

Not everyone worships and values this terrible existence, I would always see it as preferable to rest eternally than to be a slave to suffering, trapped with my own thoughts all while fully aware of the futility of it all.

Existence was just a nightmare disturbing the peace of non-existence and I've only ever wished for that peace, as peace could never exist here, only non-existence is desirable as the inevitability of suffering fills me with dread.

I completely agree. My feelings on the matter, being in the USA, is they make it so hard for us to CTB so they make sure they have enough hamsters spinning the wheels so the people at the top get everything they wish for. Our existence is meaningless to them.

If there was no us then there would be no people at the top or they would be fighting over the scraps. I don't want to be a hamster any more.

They put us in places that people will make sure to push us down so we are not a threat to their way of life. I hope you find your peace no matter what you do.

 

[Gonnerr]

I want to go back in time and erase myself, continuing into nothingness like before i was born and i never wanted to becoming a pain machine aka the human body.

 

[conejo triste]

Sometimes I wish for happiness. I understand the appeal of life: Relationships, places, food, etc, but "life" is such a broad term. Life is good to some, life is bad to others. Sometimes life doesn't work in our favor so why should we be forced to play this unfair game. I realize only the thought of escaping this cruel world brings me true happiness.

 

[Bobbylobby]

I just want to not be sad and hopeless. It feels like I'm trapped in a corner with no way out other than death. While I'd rather there be more options this seems like the most available one at the moment..

 

[vanadium23]

Not really. If I was healthy I'd want to help systemically fix things. There's so much fucked up shit in the world and very few people do anything about it.

 

[Callie]

Yes. And, I'm already at the point where I hold a grudge against my parents for giving birth to me. And if I only have a chance to go back to the past, I'd do any distractions just to prevent that from happening. I hate my existence and I hate myself and pretty much everything else.

 

[0000000000000]

yes. I no longer want anything from this life.

 

[LSDXMT]

I think different people may have different perspectives, depending on ones environment and genetics. Perhaps some people just have superior genes which allow them to enjoy life more easily, and i get very jealous of those people. Seeing others do "cool" stuff and accomplish big things while you do nothing all day feels miserable. If I could be perfect, then i would be content with existing. Unfortunately, that is impossible, so death is a more realistic wish.

 

[CTB Dream]

Yea injury damage no able do any, all want ctb peace ,nomore exst

 

[nom de guerre]

Yes. Prolonging death is prolonging unnecessary suffering. Everyone dies eventually anyway. I've done enough, seen enough, experienced enough. This world is not for me, I don't fancy furthering my existence in a society that I don't particularly enjoy living in - its twisted makeup leaves much to be desired.

 

[DeadHead]

Yes, it's all I wish for. I've been sick for 20 years. The disease I have is getting worse. I have zero quality of life. Health is everything. Without it life isn't worth living.

Agree 100 percent. If you don't have health, you have nothing.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Currently I have no other wish but to die. This may change according to the situation and what's happening next, but generally I wish to be dead sooner than later.

 

[DeadHead]

No death is not all I wish for; I desperately want to avoid the reincarnation trap because I never ever want to come back to this semi- free range slave farm and do it all again and again and again....

 

[MrSpaghetti]

I just want experience happiness in my life more than I experience sadness, but unfortunately happiness is becoming fewer and farther between the older I get.