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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
- 4,993
One of my main reasons why I have to ctb is poverty. I really try to get a normal, regular work. But the last few times I utterly failed. I am extremely fucked up with OCD and this triggers me a lot.
Someone told me I should try to get work from home. This is one approach for me. But I need a degree first without getting ill again/having to ctb due to a new episode. I think I am far away from that but at least I can dream about it.
The last times I tried a regular jop I became extremely depressive, neurotic etc.
So I am currently at college. And I am quite good in writting papers I think. This is for now only a hypothetical scenario. I of course know this is not an optimal solution.
The only work I could do was giving private leasons for very few hours a week. It is probably hopeless. I am not stable enough.
But i Have heard one can get good money for ghost writting. I think I am quite skilled in writting scientific papers. But I don't have the stamina to get more than a bachelor degree. It would be incredibly if I got a bachelor degree but it is unlikely.
There are several problems with this idea:
Is this really legal? I am not sure. I think it is a grey area. Okay I have made a short research seemingly it is not illegal. But I cannot guarantee for it. There are many fake news online.
Another problem. I think such ghost writter need to be skilled to write about a lot of different topics. And honestly I don't think I am educated enough for that. But for the subjects I study I could imagine it.
Will I really get enough money? I once watched a TV report about it. It said many people in Ukraine do such work for Germans. And life costs less in Ukraine. The middleman probably a website would get a huge portion.
Maybe I would feel guilty. But I think it is morally not that horrible. Better than to do other stuff. It is probably better than to commit suicide.
This is all just wishful thinking. I search a way to escape suicide but I have so many problems. I aim for a regular job but in the past it was fully impossible.
What do you say to it?
Someone told me I should try to get work from home. This is one approach for me. But I need a degree first without getting ill again/having to ctb due to a new episode. I think I am far away from that but at least I can dream about it.
The last times I tried a regular jop I became extremely depressive, neurotic etc.
So I am currently at college. And I am quite good in writting papers I think. This is for now only a hypothetical scenario. I of course know this is not an optimal solution.
The only work I could do was giving private leasons for very few hours a week. It is probably hopeless. I am not stable enough.
But i Have heard one can get good money for ghost writting. I think I am quite skilled in writting scientific papers. But I don't have the stamina to get more than a bachelor degree. It would be incredibly if I got a bachelor degree but it is unlikely.
There are several problems with this idea:
Is this really legal? I am not sure. I think it is a grey area. Okay I have made a short research seemingly it is not illegal. But I cannot guarantee for it. There are many fake news online.
Another problem. I think such ghost writter need to be skilled to write about a lot of different topics. And honestly I don't think I am educated enough for that. But for the subjects I study I could imagine it.
Will I really get enough money? I once watched a TV report about it. It said many people in Ukraine do such work for Germans. And life costs less in Ukraine. The middleman probably a website would get a huge portion.
Maybe I would feel guilty. But I think it is morally not that horrible. Better than to do other stuff. It is probably better than to commit suicide.
This is all just wishful thinking. I search a way to escape suicide but I have so many problems. I aim for a regular job but in the past it was fully impossible.
What do you say to it?