I wish mine actually carefully thought about having kids, they have now forever doomed me
I do sometimes. I was really upset today but they've been nice to me for some reason when they usually aren't.
Well my mom took out all her frustrations by beating the shit out of my till I was physically too big to manhandle and also strong enough to defend myself/retaliate. So yeah, a bit.
no-hope-no-future
Member
- Apr 21, 2025
- 47
I wish I was never born. I'm just trying to undo a mistake that made many years ago. I'm so glad I was never responsible for bringing kids into this absolute hell hole called life.
Thekla
The Lord will take me home.
- May 29, 2024
- 54
No, it's not their fault I was a fuck up. My siblings have done just fine. I'm just a weird outlier, lol.
NearlyIrrelevantCake
The Cake Is A Lie
- Aug 12, 2021
- 2,394
My father much more than my mother. Mom wanted an abortion and Dad forced her not to. And he spent my entire childhood bragging to me about it, as if it would make me hate her and kiss his ass. It only made me hate him even more for violating her autonomy.
CravingPeace
It’s only a matter of time
- Feb 19, 2025
- 344
Yes. Both for different reasons, ranging from sexual, physical, mental, emotional abuse, and neglect. They surely played a large role in creating this mess, which is why I do not speak to either of them.
beeptad
Member
- Apr 2, 2025
- 47
Yeah I resent them a lot. I blame them for my isolation growing up. Makes me feel not at all guilty about ctb.
meowmentous
trying to survive
- Apr 7, 2025
- 63
My mom? No, I just can't be. My dad? Kind of, I guess? Despite all the horrible shit he does to me, mainly verbally, it's hard for me to resent him. He's been through a lot, and last year had a major health scare. It doesn't make me forgive his actions at all, and he still makes me super depressed, but that was the first time I ever saw him cry. I don't know, it's just hard for me with him.
Does melt brother count, lol? He's not my parent, no, but I sure do resent him.
Does melt brother count, lol? He's not my parent, no, but I sure do resent him.
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FoxSauce
Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
- Aug 23, 2024
- 980
Yes mosltymt mom.. she can be really invalidating, immature and hurtful.
But honestly I tried my best to fix the relationship cuz to be honest I thought it was my fault things weren't working out.
Sometimes she can be sweet yet cold idk which one is my real mom
Ahe would get mad over the smallest disagreements.
Me and my sisters have to walk on eggshells around her. When she became tired of is she said she would call CPS or kick us out at 16.
Honestly seeing people arguing is something very common for me.
I know deep down I cant fix it but evrytimes she's a bit nice I think there might be hope.
But alas she says she can't wait to be in a small apartment by herself, sometimes she would be sarcastic. I dunno if she's complementing me or being like that.
Thats all I'm gonna say
I can say rn im too tired .
But honestly I tried my best to fix the relationship cuz to be honest I thought it was my fault things weren't working out.
Sometimes she can be sweet yet cold idk which one is my real mom
Ahe would get mad over the smallest disagreements.
Me and my sisters have to walk on eggshells around her. When she became tired of is she said she would call CPS or kick us out at 16.
Honestly seeing people arguing is something very common for me.
I know deep down I cant fix it but evrytimes she's a bit nice I think there might be hope.
But alas she says she can't wait to be in a small apartment by herself, sometimes she would be sarcastic. I dunno if she's complementing me or being like that.
Thats all I'm gonna say
I can say rn im too tired .
They are both losers who passed on their diseases and infirmities to their offspring, all of whom have suffered and failed in life, so the short answer is yes.
sanction
sanctioned
- Mar 15, 2019
- 706
Yes. Such a curse to be brought into this world
Just came here to suffer, and die
How pointless is that
Just came here to suffer, and die
How pointless is that
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 46,202
I understand as more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this cruel, torturous existence, never existing would had saved me from so much unnecessary suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what. For me non-existence truly is all that's positive and is all I personally see as desirable and I suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me even know this existence was so tragically imposed in the first place, I wish I was never forced into this horrific world where the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.
telekon
Specialist
- Feb 5, 2025
- 365
-nobodyknows-
I will face my fate.
- Jun 16, 2024
- 796
No, my mother was the absolute best!
My father was good, but he died young.
My Uncle lived in the double house both families grew up in.
When all kids got married and my mother and his wife died.
We lived in the house each of us on our own side in the duplex
We left both doors unlocked so he could say "hello there" and I would visit him almost every day and night.
He was so great. He was so smart.
He helped me so much with my anxiety because he had answers for everything.
He was the best!
My father was good, but he died young.
My Uncle lived in the double house both families grew up in.
When all kids got married and my mother and his wife died.
We lived in the house each of us on our own side in the duplex
We left both doors unlocked so he could say "hello there" and I would visit him almost every day and night.
He was so great. He was so smart.
He helped me so much with my anxiety because he had answers for everything.
He was the best!
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If I had been raised by my grandfather who died when I was a baby I would have turned out totally different. So much better off. But instead...and now here I am.
Phosphate mate
Beyond fixable...
- Jan 17, 2024
- 33
This ^
I really struggle with thinking if I keep going I'll have to provide security for a little version of me whilst also allow it to suffer through all the torment and pain of life no matter how hard I try to shield it from it.
I should've died when I was born anyway.
Not any longer. And I am much better off now that I have moved on. Don't get me wrong -- when my head is hurting I can't find enough bad words to call my mother for shaking and beating me or my dad for letting her, but it just is what it is. Me feeling sorry for myself doesn't make it any better. In fact, it accomplishes the exact opposite.
