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Lookingtodie
Natalia
- Nov 11, 2019
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I desire something I can't never have and all around me I see people enjoying theirs lives while I cant
I felt very much the same. Especially being a female and still having my virginity at 22. I'd never kissed anyone or had a boyfriend before. Ended up finding my boyfriend on a mobile gaming app and we are now common-law spouses and have been together for years. We lost our virginity to each other. I guess what I'm trying to say is if you want to find love, I honestly believe it can be spontaneous and out of nowhere, just like it was for me. If you die, you'll never know whether you missed your soulmate.I desire something I can't never have and all around me I see people enjoying theirs lives while I cant
Yeah it's maddening when you get it and then it gets taken away for years on end. But then again so is the OP's circumstances. Love and sex can be brutal concepts for the lonely.Once I had the "I love you" sex complete with heavy doses of oxytocin. I was hooked.