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I want to end it

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Apr 29, 2018
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My N is stashed away in a drawer. I've not opened the bottle because I can't store it in a fridge. I'm really scared about the taste. If I can't drink it all within 20-30 seconds, my attempt will fail and I'd have to get more N or try another method.

I got that lidocaine spray but it barely works. I can still taste drinks. If I pinch my nose, I can only drink really slowly.

Any suggestions? Sweeteners or mixed with juice seems like the only choices and I don't know how much they help.
 
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Madrid27

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Jul 24, 2018
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I'm not afraid of the taste, you rinse quickly with rinse and ready aunq I think you sleep in a hurry. the only thing that terrifies me is pain, but with n I'm calm
 
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I force myself to eat food all the time so I guess, I won't afraid of the taste but I'm worry about vomiting. You are right, I will have to buy more incase I wasted it. But, I will prepare concentrated artificial syrup and chocolate.
 
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Madrid27

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[QUOTE = "lastsummer, post: 51859, member: 1422"] Me obligo a comer todo el tiempo, así que supongo que no le temo al sabor, pero me preocupa vomitar. Tienes razón, tendré que comprar más en caso de que lo desperdicie. Pero, prepararé jarabe artificial concentrado y chocolate. [/ QUOTE]


I force myself to eat food all the time so I guess, I won't afraid of the taste but I'm worry about vomiting. You are right, I will have to buy more incase I wasted it. But, I will prepare concentrated artificial syrup and chocolate.
Yes good idea.
in this news they use chocolate
 
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I talked to a guy on reddit who drank one bottle of pisabental and survived, probably because he is a big guy 120kg(265lbs) He told me "It's not that easy to drink because it has a pretty vile taste but I figured that if I wanted to go I had to get it all down. It wasn't too bad but it was pretty bitter."
 
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I want to end it

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Apr 29, 2018
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I'm not afraid of the taste, you rinse quickly with rinse and ready aunq I think you sleep in a hurry. the only thing that terrifies me is pain, but with n I'm calm
Rinse quickly with rinse?

I force myself to eat food all the time so I guess, I won't afraid of the taste but I'm worry about vomiting. You are right, I will have to buy more incase I wasted it. But, I will prepare concentrated artificial syrup and chocolate.
Yes it puts so much pressure on drinking it. Will you mix that with the N?

[QUOTE = "lastsummer, post: 51859, member: 1422"] Me obligo a comer todo el tiempo, así que supongo que no le temo al sabor, pero me preocupa vomitar. Tienes razón, tendré que comprar más en caso de que lo desperdicie. Pero, prepararé jarabe artificial concentrado y chocolate. [/ QUOTE]



Yes good idea.
in this news they use chocolate
He eats the chocolate after the N?

I talked to a guy on reddit who drank one bottle of pisabental and survived, probably because he is a big guy 120kg(265lbs) He told me "It's not that easy to drink because it has a pretty vile taste but I figured that if I wanted to go I had to get it all down. It wasn't too bad but it was pretty bitter."
I'm only 135lbs approximately although I have 2 bottles. Do you know of any drink it could compare to?
 
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Madrid27

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[QUOTE = "Quiero finalizarlo, publicar: 51910, miembro: 393"] ¿Enjuagar rápidamente con enjuague?

Sí, ejerce tanta presión sobre beberlo. ¿Lo mezclarás con el N?

Él come el chocolate después de la N?

Solo tengo 135 libras aproximadamente, aunque tengo 2 botellas. ¿Conoces alguna bebida con la que se pueda comparar? [/ QUOTE]
.He mixed it with n and died. I weigh the same. I bought two bottles, and I think I will not mix it with anything. I like a lot of mouthwash before so I know mint or chewing gum
 
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Bodylotion

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Rinse quickly with rinse?
I'm only 135lbs approximately although I have 2 bottles. Do you know of any drink it could compare to?
No, I've never drank it. And it cannot be compared to anything, I think.
 
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GeorgeEastman

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Wish I had some. I'd be downing it right now, knowing it tastes a hell of a lot better than anything in life.
 
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No, I've never drank it. And it cannot be compared to anything, I think.
It can't even be compared to a really bitter alcoholic drink or a really bitter black coffee or something like that?

Wish I had some. I'd be downing it right now, knowing it tastes a hell of a lot better than anything in life.
Yes, although you understand my concern? You only get one shot at drinking it and it might be so vile that I cannot stomach it.
 
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Bilbobaggins

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D from PPeH says you can distilled Pisabental down into powder by mixing it with vinegar, waiting a few hours then putting it through a coffee filter. Anyone with chemistry knowledge reckon this would work? That way you could make your own 50ml Dignitas style drink.
 
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Lowri

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D from PPeH says you can distilled Pisabental down into powder by mixing it with vinegar, waiting a few hours then putting it through a coffee filter. Anyone with chemistry knowledge reckon this would work? That way you could make your own 50ml Dignitas style drink.

There is method to convert the nembutal to crystal form. You can find it in the resources thread>bedsideviewing(download it)>Peaceful Pill eHandbook 2011-Oct-1>using nembutal>Extending the Shelf Life of Nembutal Converting Liquid to Crystals.mp4

Edit: from watching the vid it is indeed vinegar that can be used. Basically you need ph measuring strips and add vinegar to the nembutal till it reaches a ph of 4. Then you let it rest a bit and use a filter. video explains it well
 
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D from PPeH says you can distilled Pisabental down into powder by mixing it with vinegar, waiting a few hours then putting it through a coffee filter. Anyone with chemistry knowledge reckon this would work? That way you could make your own 50ml Dignitas style drink.
If you do that, you'll end up with the useless free acid (pentobarbital CAS No. 76-74-4) and not with the sodium salt of pentobarbital CAS No. 57-33-0.
 
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The method presented in the PPeH (now not supported anymore) was to convert the liquid to the pentobarbital (free acid) which has an indefinite shelf life, for storage reasons.
 
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Lowri

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The method presented in the PPeH (now not supported anymore) was to convert the liquid to the pentobarbital (free acid) which has and indefinite shelf life, for storage reasons.
If I was stubborn and insisted on taking a small dignatas style drink how would I accomplish this? Lets say I have 4 bottles of veterinary N.
 
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intr0naut

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You'll have to convert the pentobarbital (free acid crystals) to its sodium salt (by adding a strong base) but the process is not that straight forward and you'll lose some N in the process.
 
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RainAndSadness

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My N is stashed away in a drawer. I've not opened the bottle because I can't store it in a fridge. I'm really scared about the taste. If I can't drink it all within 20-30 seconds, my attempt will fail and I'd have to get more N or try another method.

I got that lidocaine spray but it barely works. I can still taste drinks. If I pinch my nose, I can only drink really slowly.

Any suggestions? Sweeteners or mixed with juice seems like the only choices and I don't know how much they help.

I also opened a topic about the same issue a while ago. The lidocaine spray is useless, you're completely right. I'll use syrup for my case. I'm not afraid to drink N though. It's gonna gurantuee a peaceful death. If it means to drink a nasty substance to achieve that, I'm down for that. I think it should be possible with enough willpower.
 
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Bilbobaggins

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What will you do if you vomit? Try to throw up into a pitcher and drink it again? Thats my best idea so far..
 
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What will you do if you vomit? Try to throw up into a pitcher and drink it again? Thats my best idea so far..

That's why you take anti-emetics beforehand, to avoid puking.
 
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Yes I know, but metoclopramide isn't foolproof. I've read two people say that the taste is unbearable.
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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My N is stashed away in a drawer. I've not opened the bottle because I can't store it in a fridge. I'm really scared about the taste. If I can't drink it all within 20-30 seconds, my attempt will fail and I'd have to get more N or try another method.

I got that lidocaine spray but it barely works. I can still taste drinks. If I pinch my nose, I can only drink really slowly.

Any suggestions? Sweeteners or mixed with juice seems like the only choices and I don't know how much they help.

I'm more worried about failing than the taste. I was thinking of mixing it in a different bottle with a water enhancer … they are pretty sweet if you use enough.
 
IRIYAMA

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Apr 10, 2018
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The taste isn't as bad as reported, in saying that we are all different and all experience things differently.
I've tried the powdered N a few times, usually up to 1 gram at a time and skulled it quickly, yes there is a terrible aftertaste but that's easily resolved by washing it down with some scotch.
Maybe the liquid N has a more distinct taste than mixing the powder N..
 
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Indubz

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Sep 2, 2018
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How do you get N? And how much would I need to ensure death @ 220lbs?

I'm fairly certain I could stomach the taste. I do apple cider vinegar every morning without issue. Does mixing or chasing it with something somehow negate the effect?
 
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I want to end it

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Apr 29, 2018
475
I now read that N tastes like somewhat like creatine (the stuff bodybuilders use) mixed with water.

I am going to do a test run on that. If I can down 200ml of that, hopefully that's good enough.

How do you get N? And how much would I need to ensure death @ 220lbs?

I'm fairly certain I could stomach the taste. I do apple cider vinegar every morning without issue. Does mixing or chasing it with something somehow negate the effect?
Check the ppeh in the resources thread.

Are you sure apple cider vinegar is bitter? I read that it's sour (sour = acidic, which is the opposite of bitter).
 
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GeorgeEastman

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Yes, although you understand my concern? You only get one shot at drinking it and it might be so vile that I cannot stomach it.

Yeah, damn it would suck to throw it up. I watch those people in the How to Die in Oregon movie, but I don't think they use N. It's always a tough call. I just envy even having that opportunity.
 
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Indubz

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Sep 2, 2018
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I now read that N tastes like somewhat like creatine (the stuff bodybuilders use) mixed with water.

I am going to do a test run on that. If I can down 200ml of that, hopefully that's good enough.

Check the ppeh in the resources thread.

Are you sure apple cider vinegar is bitter? I read that it's sour (sour = acidic, which is the opposite of bitter).

Cant find it in the resource thread- does it have ppeh in the link?

Mmm- if it tastes like creatine I think that is easy as well. Again though- mixing it okay?

I referenced ACV because it took getting used to- it is a disgusting thing at first.
 
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Cant find it in the resource thread- does it have ppeh in the link?

Mmm- if it tastes like creatine I think that is easy as well. Again though- mixing it okay?

I referenced ACV because it took getting used to- it is a disgusting thing at first.
Look for where it says Peaceful Pill eHandbook (May-2018) in the List of Resources at the top of the forum.

That's what I read on the internet somewhere. I am reading other places which say creatine is tasteless. So I doubt that is true, now that I research further.
 
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