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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
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When I think about suicide in an emotional/impulsive state and I'm literally actively suicide, I try my best not to do anything. I'll try and discard suicide but ultimately in that emotional state, if I had a set method etc I'd probably be successful. It's like fuel..

When I'm not really emotional and feeling pretty rational, I'll research about suicide but I don't have that push. I hope to be gone by the end of the winter, I don't have a set date.

Any advice on how to do go through this in a completely calm and rational state would be appreciated
Also, Has anyone experienced something like this?
 
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BjartNO

Student
Sep 21, 2018
166
Yeah, I think this is normal.
What Im going to do is have absolutely everything ready for that time the impulse is there.
 
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