Stick
Experienced
- Aug 31, 2020
- 269
Not even in an aesthetic sense like I hate I'm not attractive, but in a sense of just being disgusted by normal body things. Like, when I breathe, the air goes into my lungs, and passes through into my warm veins into the rest of the body. When I'm alone and I hear my heart beat, I shudder. That blood is pulsing through me, I have no control over it. And don't even get me started on bacteria that fucking live inside of me and are vital for life. The body is so fucking gross.
Or the when I eat and feel the food or water land in my stomach... just... no. It's so sick. I am a vessel with nothing inside, that's what I'd like to believe.
Or the when I eat and feel the food or water land in my stomach... just... no. It's so sick. I am a vessel with nothing inside, that's what I'd like to believe.