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Heavenbound
Specialist
- Apr 11, 2023
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Just wondering.
I'd like to know what kinds of ways you work through it.
I'd like to know what kinds of ways you work through it.
So sorry for your loss,i wish you find the peace you're seeking.Yes my mum, that's the main reason I want to ctb.
Unfortunately I've gone emotionally numb & can't even cry or get sad enough to attempt. If I was feeling my emotions or if the inert gas method had worked for me I would also probably be gone. Now I have to try something else that might be less peaceful.
Thank you for your reply and recommendations. I don't want to say too much here, but I've just recently lost an important person who was a prominent figure in my life. I didn't get the opportunity to properly say goodbye due to them basically being in a coma. It's very, very difficult, and I'm finding it hard to properly mourn. This is just one facet of me wanting to end it all. The people that cared about me have all passed, and I wish to be with them.I take the emotions how they come,i don't listen to those advice "It is well,let him go,they'll not be happy to see you like this,it gets easy by time,be strong,it'll come to pass ".Nobody knows what your loss means to you,no one can ever be in your shoes,every loss is different to everyone even if you're in the same family,it hits differently.For me ,I cry when i get overwhelmed,i talk to him as if he is with me,i send him messages.It's the hardest thing to deal with but i'd suggest you just be yourself,take it how it comes,don't play strong,don't hide your emotions.Mind sharing more about your grief?