No lmfao. I just/only want NOTHING. Literally just
NOTHING. And that (NOTHINGNESS/NONEXISTENCE) to be forever/infinite/endless/eternal with absolutely literally ANY fucking "end"/"limit" (or whatever the fuck that even means) AT ALL. COMPLETELY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY LITERALLY
NOTHING. ABSOLUTE TOTAL NOTHINGNESS/
NONEXISTENCE. I literally truly simply just DONT fcking want literally absolutely any "something"/"thing" in general at all of absolutely any type/way/form/sort/kind/dimension etcetc in general at all, and I literally just couldnt give any less of a damn shit what/how etc the fuck "it" is/can be, neither if "it" is any/whatever """"pOsItIvE""""/"""""nEgAtIvE""""" 'way'/'adjective'/'thing' in general and or whatever tf in gener/type of 'thing'/'place' in general etc and or whatever tf in general/type of 'place'/type of 'life'/type of 'world'/type of 'planet'/type of 'existence'/type of 'consciousness'/type of 'reality'/type of 'perception'/type of 'universe'/type of 'galaxy'/type of "X"/type of BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETCETCETC whatever the goddamn fuck in general, etcetcetcetc. Eternal absolute total complete plain pure literal infinite endless limitless permanent utter
NOTHINGNESS/
NON-EXISTENCE. That's what ive always wanted/wanted to want and literally ALWAYS will and 'wish'/'desire'/'crave'/'seek' or whatever the damn fuck those 'verbs'/'words' even mean NO 'matter' what etc. NOT any fcking "aFtErLiFe"/"lIfE aFtEr DeAtH" crap shit (nor basically any other "something"/"thing" in general at all whatever the fuck "it" is etc) in general at all of any type/kind/form/way etc, whatever/however the damn fuck it is/can be lmao. I literally just/only want (have always wanted/wanted to want and always will NO fucking 'matter' what) to just literally basically
NOT/
NEVER "exist" in general at absolute all/"be" in general absolutely totally literally utterly definitely basically completely
ANYTHING/
ANYONE/
ANYWHERE ETCETCETC IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL in literally totally absolutely any 'way'/'form'/'sort' etc 'possible'/'imaginable' nor 'unimaginable' etc in general at all
NOWHERE in general at all of any type/kind/way/form/sort/dimension etcetc in general at all, whatever/however etc the goddamn fuck "it" is/can be etc. I just dont fucking want (never have had never will. And its NOT because of ANY damn reasons/factors etc in general at all of any type and there fucking ARENT any 'explanations'/'causes' etc in general at all, related to/about absolutely ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL) to in general 'experience'/'do'/'live'/'participate' in/'be part' of/'enjoy'/'discover'/'explore'/'perceive' etcetcetc absolutely literally totally basically ANYTHING in general at all. NOTHING in general at all for fucks sake, absolutely
N O T H I N G. No fucking 'matter' what/how/where etc the damn fuck "it" is/can be, of any type/kind/way/form etc. No fcking 'matter' what 'happens', what 'there is'/it 'has', what its "about", how it "works" nor BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAETCETCETCETC a veeeeeeeery looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong and endless/infinite etc. That "there's" "sOmEtHinG eLsE" after """this" 'something'""//that tHeRe MuSt Be/HaS tO bE "sOmEtHiNg" aFtEr "sOmEtHiNg" is basically just a 'human' 'concept'/'invention'/'imagination' or whatever the fuck all those 'words' even fcking mean lmao (or whatever the goddamn fck "lmao"/"lmfao" means too), because 'people'/'humans' want tHeRe To Be 'sOmEtHiNg' ElSe/aNoThEr 'sOmEtHiNg' and dont want DEATH to be the end, but just because 'people'/'humans' in general want tHeRe To Be sOmEtHinG after death DOESNT fcking mean that "I" have to want to too, for fucks sake. just because "I"/this meat flesh carcass/shell/vessel/suit "Im" fucking trapped in called "human body"/"body" or whatever the fuck that is in general "supposedly" "came" from "something"/a "tHiNg" doesnt fcking mean that "theres"/there hAs To|MuSt Be "aNoThEr SoMeThInG" after "this" "something"/"thing" yes or fucking yes lmao, at least I FCKING HOPE
NOT
i literally just
DONT 'want' etc absolutely ANYTHING in general at damn all, NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL and thats it, for fucks sake. why the damn fuck am "I" fucking obligated/forced to [and obligated/forced to want to want to] 'wAnT'/'cArE' aBoUt/'lIkE' [I NEITHER "LIKE"/"LOVE" NOR "DISLIKE"/"HATE" ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL, I LITERALLY JUST DONT GIVE A GODDAMN FUCK SHIT FFS NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL NO 'MATTER' WHAT AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ANY REASONS/CAUSES ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL]/'nEeD'/hAvE 'iNtErEsT'|'cUrIoSiTy'|'dEsIrE'|'aTtRaCtiOn' and or whatever other goddamn bullshit crap like that in general fOr/aBoUt/iN eTcEtC and or blahblahetcetc whatever the damn fck in general///wAnT tO in general 'eXpErIeNcE'/'lIvE'/'dO'/'kNoW' aBoUt/'lEaRn' aBoUt/'eNjOy'/'pErCeIvE'|'sEe'/'eXpLoRe'/'dIsCoVeR'/'pArTiCiPaTe' iN/'bE pArT' oF eTcEtCeTcEtC and or BLAHBLAHBLAHETC whatever the damn fuck in general//whatever any other 'action'/'verb' in general etc "tHiNgS"/"sOmEtHiNg"/A "tHiNg" iN gEnErAl yes or fucking yes """"uNlEsS tHeReS a ReAsOn/cAuSe/eXpLaNaTiOn wHy I dOnT""""/""""uNlEsS i DoNt bEcAuSe Of 'sOmEtHiNg'/A rEaSoN"""" jesus fcking damn christ fcking why?????!!!!!!! I FUCKING SHOULDN'T BE FCKING FORCED/OBLIGATED TO JUST BECAUSE "I" HAD NO DAMN 'CHOICE' BUT TO "BE" "BORN"/"EXIST" IN GENERAL//"BE"|"BECOME" "SOMETHING"|"SOMEONE" IN GENERAL/AN "ENTITY"|"SPECIES"|"BEING"|"LIFE FORM"|"CREATURE" IN GENERAL OR WHATEVER TF ALL THAT MEANS AND "WAS" "BROUGHT" "HERE"/TO "THIS" "'THING"/"PLACE" CALLED "EXISTENCE"/"LIFE"/"CONSCIOUSNESS"/"PLANET"/"WORLD"/"REALITY"/"GALAXY"/"UNIVERSE" AND OR WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK IN GENERAL AND JUST BECAUSE YOU ALL/EVERYONE ELSE|'PEOPLE' IN GENERAL WANT TO """uNlEsS yOu/ThEy DoNt bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN""" FOR FUCKS SAKE. WHY IS "THIS" IN GENERAL AN 'OBLIGATION'/'OBLIGATORY' 'THING' FFS FUCKING WHY???????!!!!!!!!! I literally just will never at all fcking 'understand'/'comprehend' or whatever the fck those 'verbs'/'words' even mean. Why the goddamn fuck cant I just simply literally
NOT/
DONT fcking 'want'/give a goddamn fcking shit about etcetc//want to 'experience' etc in general etcetcetcetc absolutely literally basically totally completely ANYTHING in general at all AND THATS FCKING LITERALLY IT WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANY FCKING 'REASONS'/'CAUSES'/'FACTORS'/'EXPLANATIONS' ETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY TYPE NOR RELATED TO/ABOUT ETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY?????? just because 'humans'/'people' fcking say so and fucking feel like it and have fcking INVENTED that i "cAnT" ""uNlEsS i DoNt bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN"" or fcking what?????????





For me (or whatever the fuck a "me" even fcking is//"me" "you" "she"/"he" "they" "we" etc fcking even means) DEATH is the total/absolute/literal END of literally absolutely totally EVERYTHING in general and there's absolutely/literally/utterly NOTHING at all after it and NOTHING at all "hApPeNs" after it. N O T H I N G.
I literally just/only want and always will want (and 'crave'/'seek'/'desire'/'wish' or whatever those 'words'/'verbs' fcking mean) NOTHINGNESS/NONEXISTENCE/OBLIVION FOREVER/FOR ALL ABSOLUTE TOTAL 'ETERNITY' but well, if it 'turns out' that therell "be" "sOmEtHinG eLsE" after death/"this something".... what a goddamn fcking bullshit garbage crap (or whatever the fck those 'words' even mean) then lmfao