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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
I could accept having a life on this planet if it were a different era that was better but maybe they were all shit. But ultimately, I'm angry that the worlds found in fantasy are something I can never experience.
 
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BardBarrie

Specialist
Mar 17, 2024
337
Maybe our only shot at consciousness. . . and it's in this clownworld.

On top of that we're made to pilot biological bodies which are prone to all sorts of pains, illnesses and disabilities — and if we choose to exit the experience then we have to go through a traumatic self-murder.

A huge waste of time none of us asked for.
 
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tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
690
This forum is the proof that even if we live in hell word, someone still cares and tries to give you an easy way out.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
This forum is the proof that even if we live in hell word, someone still cares and tries to give you an easy way out.
Our desire for connection satisfied in a digital suicidal waiting room by Gawd.
 
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drugfiend

drugfiend

drinking plastic jug vodka
Mar 19, 2024
16
If only I could live in the world of fantasy!! I look for any form of escapism to get me out of my head. Sadly, I live in this shitty world where I pay way too much for rent, work too hard for too little pay, just going through the motions hoping I can afford basic needs for tomorrow like food, shelter, transportation. It's exhausting, monotonous, and extremely taxing on my mental health. I don't want to be here but I still am hanging on to those last bits of sanity I have, for now.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I'm angry that I have a life to begin with. I wish that I was never born
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Yes. This is the worst of all possible worlds. I hate this reality
I'm angry that I have a life to begin with. I wish that I was never born
Same. I never wanted this life experience anyways. It's brought me nothing but trouble
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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Z-A

Z-A

Let me go
Mar 3, 2024
352
In my opinion it doesn't matter whether this was our only chance or not. I think that death will put an end to this nonsense and that we'll be unaware that this life was ever experienced. But one fact is a fact, that none of us got asked to be here, we were just burdened within this world.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
I dunno I think we live in the best time in history.

We are more connected than ever, have better medical technology and generally better standards of living. I bet times were rough back a few hundred years or more.

Once you delete social media and news apps, the world is considerably less negative.
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Paragon
Sep 21, 2022
965
Yeah I don't feel like I belong here.
 
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mtoro998

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
268
I dunno I think we live in the best time in history.

We are more connected than ever, have better medical technology and generally better standards of living. I bet times were rough back a few hundred years or more.

Once you delete social media and news apps, the world is considerably less negative.
Better standards of living life used to be much more affordable up until recent years. Also there was less government control.
 
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Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,736
Utopia doesn't exist, unfortunately.
 
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