IS ANYONE AT THE POINT OF NO RETURN??? I AM

[imdepressed999]

Hello everyone, I feel like I am at the point of no return, CTB MUST HAPPEN! It feels good, at least the control it makes you feel, I cant even cry anymore, everything is just NUMB. I have tried making myself better, but each time I am sucked back in from bipolar depression. Ahhh i am just so tired, tired of EVERYTHING. tired of the huge but short highs. and the long and depressing lows, i just want a good fucking night sleep...

 

[hikikomorizombie]

i agree, it does feel good. for me it's a calming, mind clearing certainty. kms being my only logical option ensures that i'll die eventually. hopefully it's sooner rather than later.

 

[imdepressed999]

i agree, it does feel good. for me it's a calming, mind clearing certainty. kms being my only logical option ensures that i'll die eventually. hopefully it's sooner rather than later.

I agree, any time my logical minds comes back on it makes me feel bad and question, but when i just say fuck it i feel in control.. like going down with the ship.

 

[Aim]

Absolutely!

 

[Old Friend]

I hope I'm not but fear I am.

 

[sewycidial]

Hello everyone, I feel like I am at the point of no return, CTB MUST HAPPEN! It feels good, at least the control it makes you feel, I cant even cry anymore, everything is just NUMB. I have tried making myself better, but each time I am sucked back in from bipolar depression. Ahhh i am just so tired, tired of EVERYTHING. tired of the huge but short highs. and the long and depressing lows, i just want a good fucking night sleep...

I have bipolar too i can't wait to CTB. Did u ever end up getting the fent from the dark web?

 

[Immensevoid]

I'm absolutely at a point of no return and I can't even ctb. It's very sad for me not having a way out.

 

[Hollowman]

I've been past the point of no return for decades. Should've checked out 33 years ago.

 

[walkingdead2023]

That's me! I have to kms

 

[John Clare]

I was in a similar state a while ago. And it felt good because it was actually my mind's way of protecting itself. Anything bad and I mistakenly felt like I was in control. When I realized my mistake, that was the point of no return for me. Is a nightmare.

 

[Spiritual survivor]

I've been past the point of no return for decades. Should've checked out 33 years ago.

I should have by 40, I'm 46 now.

 

[uzuf86]

I must say I comfortably fucked my life to the extreme that I feel so uncomfortable about having to continue life now.
I was given a chance more than 8 years ago to set things right, but I only ended up completely ruining it and bring things to the absolute dump of a state they are in today