Is anybody planning on CTBing on Christmas Day?

[1Mazda16]

Just curious....

 

[peepo]

I am planning on Christmas Eve

 

[aprilshowers]

Not I. The effect I want would be diminished by the massive ongoing holiday.

 

[kiuya]

Nope. If you're thinking that and have family I would strongly advice to switch the date. You doing suicide is painful enough, but when the anniversary is on Christmas Day.. I've had friends whose kids or parents died during Christmas and it was really painful to them. Must be nice to get an anxiety attack every time you hear jingle bells.
Of course you choose when to do it, but you should make your death as unpainful as possible to your family and friends unless you're feeling spite-y.

 

[miserableforever]

Nope. If you're thinking that and have family I would strongly advice to switch the date. You doing suicide is painful enough, but when the anniversary is on Christmas Day.. I've had friends whose kids or parents died during Christmas and it was really painful to them. Must be nice to get an anxiety attack every time you hear jingle bells.
Of course you choose when to do it, but you should make your death as unpainful as possible to your family and friends unless you're feeling spite-y.

I agree. My grandpa was hit by a drunk driver and died Christmas Day.
I'm by far not a Christmas person, but it's a reminder every year.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I was, I have always disliked the month of December and over the years many horrible things have happened in that month, so it seems like a good time for me to leave, but suicide is difficult after all. I wish I had a peaceful/reliable way to exit. I would probably never be able to stick to a set date anyway. I will just do it when things get worse.

 

[cambrai33]

Everyone has a right to ctb on a day or date of their choosing

If friends and family never cared for you in life then you owe them nothing in death

Fuck Xmas anyway, it's false love and togetherness, let them suffer like you were made to

 

[Myl]

That or my birthday would be my ideal dates to die on.
I hate the end of the year because its just a constant reminder that its going to be another year that I survive that I shoudln't have.

I get really desperate to ctb around both and usually end up making a stupid impulsive attempt that gets me warded.

 

[Emu]

I honestly don't want to do anything Xmas day night! However I think it would be impulsive and I wouldn't be able to fight the urge!
But ideally I'd like early January before the 7th! Or if I have to be dragged out then my birthday, although I doubt I'll be able to wait that long!
I can't fight my destiny or fate.

 

[ghost_]

im thinking New Years eve. I will home alone,

 

[Crazy4u]

I would never do that due to statistics. Law enforcement knows that there are more suicide attempts during the holidays and I don't want to be suspicious

 

[Here2day]

Suicide is viewed by many as selfish anyway, so no.
I'm planning mine for around the 3rd to 5th of January, I actually deeply love some of the people in my life and wouldn't want to ruin every Christmas and new year for them in the future.

 

[Elegy]

Nah. Right now I'm thinking more along the lines of inviting everyone who is completely alone in the world, to my Merry Christmas party.
and pizza and Charlie Brown. And Rudolf. And Rammstein.

 

[Manaaja]

I don't know. It would be nice to escape the pain and suffering, but I'm still a bit scared after that poisoning.

 

[Someoneone]

As from Asia, I may do it after Chinese New Year (i.e. after early Feb 2022) as it is a very important festival for most Asians. I wish my family could at least enjoy that time.

 

[Samsara]

Yikes - feel bad for admitting this, but Christmas Eve will be very very difficult and might do it then if SN arrives in time. I feel a bit better knowing my parents don't really celebrate though