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laceytrigger

laceytrigger

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Mar 29, 2026
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Hiii everyone! This is my first time posting something here so im a bit anxious since last time I asked something about suicide on a forum I had police officers show up at my house and my family wasnt happy...

A while ago I attempted an od and planned to take 1,200mg of adderall but ended up rushing and only taking 500mg
I ended up only being really anxious jittery and emotional, I couldn't sleep for 2 whole days, I couldn't walk straight because I was so dizzy and I was sweating so much while freezing, but my heart didnt feel any different and I didnt pass out or anything...

Anyway. Now I only have one bottle of adderall left and obviously it wont do. Ive also been on a lot of different meds and I think I might have some statella and maybe Concerta somewhere, but in the next few weeks im probably gonna get a vyvanse prescription so I was wondering (since vyvanse is stronger ive heard) if it would be possible to ctb on it?

I know it wouldnt be painless and would probably suck and take atleast a few hours, but I honestly dont care, due to where I live i dont have access to a lot of other methods, and im also pretty picky, besides as edgy as it sounds I dont mind the suffering much.


If possible, how much vyvanse do you guys think would probably be enough? (I weigh 42kg or about 90-100lbs if that matters.) And If I should mix it with the adderall to maximize the effect?


I hope I dont get the police again. Tell me to take it down if you think i might 🙏
also. I dont have a date planned and I dont think itd be soon or anything, one of my friends has been really nice and saying that seeing me is the reason he wakes up in the mornings so I dont wanna hurt him. Ill probably distance myself for months before I do it, so dont worry please.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Sounds extremely unpleasant. Not the kind of drug you want to OD on.
 
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laceytrigger

laceytrigger

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Mar 29, 2026
4
Sounds extremely unpleasant. Not the kind of drug you want to OD on.
Yeah Ik. I just dont have access to anything quicker or less painful, tried to get a diagnosis for my sleep disorder so I could get some kind of strong sleep pill and od on that instead but they just prescribed me vyvanse.
Do you think itd be possible though?
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
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An unfortunate welcome to you, and a no. Rx ODs are not a method:
 
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diazepam23

diazepam23

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Aug 29, 2025
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OD's are unreliable but overdosing on stimulants has to be the worst. I've never OD'd but I once consumed a lot of alcohol and dexamphetamine recreationally (70mg). When the alcohol wore off, my blood pressure skyrocketed and I felt extreme anxiety and the worst physical pain in my chest. I panicked and took some benzos to calm me down and lower my blood pressure.

If you want to OD, it's better to choose a depressant (opioids, alcohol, benzo). It's probably best to take the benzos first before the alcohol or opioids so you don't choke on your own vomit.
 
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ilovenewyork

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Nov 16, 2025
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Don't use amphetamine it's a bad way to go and may not work. Neither vyvanse or adderall.
 
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laceytrigger

laceytrigger

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Mar 29, 2026
4
OD's are unreliable but overdosing on stimulants has to be the worst. I've never OD'd but I once consumed a lot of alcohol and dexamphetamine recreationally (70mg). When the alcohol wore off, my blood pressure skyrocketed and I felt extreme anxiety and the worst physical pain in my chest. I panicked and took some benzos to calm me down and lower my blood pressure.

If you want to OD, it's better to choose a depressant (opioids, alcohol, benzo). It's probably best to take the benzos first before the alcohol or opioids so you don't choke on your own vomit.
Thanks for the advice!! I just thought about using stimulants because I dont have access to much else, my parents are both elderly and my mom has a lot of health problems, so I could technically look through her heart medications or something and see if anything would be useful, but I'd feel so guilty doing that.

I dont drink alcohol because it just kinda disgusts me so I definitely wouldnt be able to OD on it, I do think i might have Atomoxetine (brand name atomic) which ik is also used to treat adhd but it's not a stimulant im pretty sure. Do we think that might be possible?
 
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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Experienced
Apr 5, 2025
206
Stimulants would be shitty to OD on and Vyanse being an extended release drug would not be my choice if I did choose this shitty option.
 
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