Is a anybody here going to ctb because they are dying from Organ failure?

[Haku]

Is anyone here going to ctb because they are dying from organ failure? Like if you feel like you have to take your own life because organ failure is causing you excruciating pain and it's going to kill you eventually? And if that's the case, if you could be saved, would you do the procedure and try to live a full life? Do you want to live? Minus this problem, do you have a life that you think is worth living for if you were not dying from organ failure? Or do you hate your life enough to want to die, even if you did not have organ failure that is going to kill you? Reason I ask these questions is, if someone here is going to ctb because of organ failure, but they wish they didn't have it and want to live, if that is a possible to save you, by having someone donate an organ to you, I would be willing to donate an organ, if it saves your life and it ends mine. I may sound like a nutcase for asking this and willing to do this to save a life on here that wants to keep living, but this is what I want to do, if such a thing will be possible. I am registered to be an Organ Donor if i were to pass away, and i plan to ctb, but i dont want to ctb in vein, if i could save someone's life who wants to live, i am willing to do that. I plan to ctb by SN method, and if I do that, my organs will be contaminated, and probably no good to be donated. So if I can die by donating my heart or some other organ I need to keep me alive, I rather do that. I have always wanted to die saving someone's life, but no such opportunity has presented itself to me, and my life is an unbearable hell that i need to die, so if no one here has this problem and doesnt want to be saved, i guess i will die by SN method, but I will feel like I was born with no purpose other than to suffer and just kill myself, and I dont want that but will do it if necessary, but if I can die by saving a life that's wants to live fully, I would really prefer that. By saying all this, in no way am I trying to do this to make myself feel good about myself or make myself look like a hero. I genuinely truthfully just want to do this, and not for any selfish reason, this is just how I am. I'm not trying to be a superhero, I just want to do this because I want to save a life and because it's the right thing to do. Please, if you read this and you are thinking of commenting this post harshly, please don't, I am serious when I ask this, and I am not mentally capable of dealing with trolls, so please be kind when you decide to comment. And if there is nobody on this forum with this problem, someone dying from Organ failure and wants to be cured of possible and keep living life, then just take my post as venting, because this was partially for venting, but I am also very serious about doing this if there is anyone here who wants to be saved. If there is, and you are embarrassed to say it publicly on the thread, please pm me, and and we can talk about it privately if you want to. Again, I'm sorry if this post offends anyone or if it makes me sound crazy, that is not my intention, I just want to be a good friend and sacrifice my life to save another if possible.

 

[Moon Flower]

Is anyone here going to ctb because they are dying from organ failure? Like if you feel like you have to take your own life because organ failure is causing you excruciating pain and it's going to kill you eventually? And if that's the case, if you could be saved, would you do the procedure and try to live a full life? Do you want to live? Minus this problem, do you have a life that you think is worth living for if you were not dying from organ failure? Or do you hate your life enough to want to die, even if you did not have organ failure that is going to kill you? Reason I ask these questions is, if someone here is going to ctb because of organ failure, but they wish they didn't have it and want to live, if that is a possible to save you, by having someone donate an organ to you, I would be willing to donate an organ, if it saves your life and it ends mine. I may sound like a nutcase for asking this and willing to do this to save a life on here that wants to keep living, but this is what I want to do, if such a thing will be possible. I am registered to be an Organ Donor if i were to pass away, and i plan to ctb, but i dont want to ctb in vein, if i could save someone's life who wants to live, i am willing to do that. I plan to ctb by SN method, and if I do that, my organs will be contaminated, and probably no good to be donated. So if I can die by donating my heart or some other organ I need to keep me alive, I rather do that. I have always wanted to die saving someone's life, but no such opportunity has presented itself to me, and my life is an unbearable hell that i need to die, so if no one here has this problem and doesnt want to be saved, i guess i will die by SN method, but I will feel like I was born with no purpose other than to suffer and just kill myself, and I dont want that but will do it if necessary, but if I can die by saving a life that's wants to live fully, I would really prefer that. By saying all this, in no way am I trying to do this to make myself feel good about myself or make myself look like a hero. I genuinely truthfully just want to do this, and not for any selfish reason, this is just how I am. I'm not trying to be a superhero, I just want to do this because I want to save a life and because it's the right thing to do. Please, if you read this and you are thinking of commenting this post harshly, please don't, I am serious when I ask this, and I am not mentally capable of dealing with trolls, so please be kind when you decide to comment. And if there is nobody on this forum with this problem, someone dying from Organ failure and wants to be cured of possible and keep living life, then just take my post as venting, because this was partially for venting, but I am also very serious about doing this if there is anyone here who wants to be saved. If there is, and you are embarrassed to say it publicly on the thread, please pm me, and and we can talk about it privately if you want to. Again, I'm sorry if this post offends anyone or if it makes me sound crazy, that is not my intention, I just want to be a good friend and sacrifice my life to save another if possible.

If you're from the US (dunno how this applies to other countries) you should look into what's called an advanced directive. It basically lets you appoint someone to be in charge of what happens to you when you die or if you end up in a vegetative state and I'm pretty sure you can also use it to specify that you want to be an organ donor when you die.

 

[Haku]

If you're from the US (dunno how this applies to other countries) you should look into what's called an advanced directive. It basically lets you appoint someone to be in charge of what happens to you when you die or if you end up in a vegetative state and I'm pretty sure you can also use it to specify that you want to be an organ donor when you die.

Thank you, and I am from the US, I actually am already registered, but I dont think they will let me give up my life to just donate my organs, I'll have to be dead from something already before they are able to take my organs. And I'm sure there is nothing like this in the US, but I want to go to a hospital, where I can sign a waiver or something, so they can take out like my heart or any other organ and put it into someone else, someone that wants to live. That's probably something I'll have to do in another country though, I know no doctor in the US will kill someone to get their organs and put them in someone else. And if I ctb with SN like I plan to, my organs probably will be worthless due to SN contamination. I know I'm probably wishing for too much, and I'm not expecting someone to right out say hey, can you donate your heart to me, but I'm trying to hope, and just ask the question anyway, hope that someone has the problem that I'm asking about. But nobody on here is probably going to do that, so in a way, this post is partially venting, but I am serious about this though, if someone decides to come forward. But thank you @lunarpoppoes420 , I appreciate the advice.

 

[Darkhaven]

Well, not exactly considered "organ failure" but in the end i guess that technically it ends up being organ failure.
My central nervous system(brain) isn't working properly and that is affecting my movements.
My fingers, hands and arms shake when i do something that involves movement and specially when that movement needs to be accurate and precise.
It also affects other parts of my body like my lips, neck, legs and almost everywhere where there is muscle.
It will most likely get worse so i will kill myself and end it's progression.

 

[Haku]

Well, not exactly considered "organ failure" but in the end i guess that technically it ends up being organ failure.
My central nervous system(brain) isn't working properly and that is affecting my movements.
My fingers, hands and arms shake when i do something that involves movement and specially when that movement needs to be accurate and precise.
It also affects other parts of my body like my lips, neck, legs and almost everywhere where there is muscle.
It will most likely get worse so i will kill myself and end it's progression.

Sorry to hear that you are going through this, I'm assuming no kind of transplant can help you with this?

 

[Jean4]

It's a nice thought @Haku, but only the Netherlands and Belgium permit organ donation after suicide.

 

[WhiteDespair]

Good on you @Haku

That's a good gesture. Noble.

I'm not going through organ failure and, if I happened to get organ failure, cancer, etc., there is a non-zero chance I would refuse treatment. I think that answers at least part of your questions.

 

[Haku]

It's a nice thought @Haku, but only the Netherlands and Belgium permit organ donation after suicide.

That's not what I meant, I mean to have doctors euthanize me to get my organs to give it to someone that needs it, but not take my organs after I die / after suicide.

Good on you @Haku

That's a good gesture. Noble.

I'm not going through organ failure and, if I happened to get organ failure, cancer, etc., there is a non-zero chance I would refuse treatment. I think that answers at least part of your questions.

Thank you, and it does.

 

[Jean4]

That's not what I meant, I mean to have doctors euthanize me to get my organs to give it to someone that needs it, but not take my organs after I die / after suicide.

Thank you, and it does.

Harvesting organs is illegal anywhere. It would be considered murder.

 

[Haku]

Well, I guess my post was just stupid nonsense in the end. Quick story, one big reason why I want to do this is because, last year, 6 people I know, 2 I've known for years and 3 who were just acquaintances, died. Not from organ failure, but just died in general. Those people that died, either had an OK life or a great life, but they wished they could keep living, and for reasons, a couple people had families, children, partners, a great job, a decent house or apartment, etc. They had a lot to live for, and I feel like, why did they have to die when they have reason to keep living and they are happy, when i dont have a reason and I'm not happy, why the hell do they get to die, and I dont? That is one major thing that took a giant toll on my mentality last year, and lead me to officially make suicide my main priority, and that's not the main reason why I want to die, I have many, but this is a big reason on my shit list. I took my cousin's death the hardest last year. He died of diabetes, in a medical prison facility, he was in jail for 5 years, and only had 2 more years to go until he was released. He has an 8 year old son and a wife. He said that once he got out, that he wanted to atone and that he wanted to be in his son's and wife's life, and try to do right by them, he had a reason to live, but didnt end up working out for him. He had a family, he may have been in prison, but he had a reason to live. I do not have anything he had, I have nothing, no reason to live, bit the Universe saw it that, oh hea got a family, so I'm going to kill him, and Dante, he has nothing, I'm going to force him to live and suffer. Even though it's not my fault that these people died, it haunts me every fucking day. I didn't have the power to save any of them, but that is why I want to do this, so I can save someone's life, someone who has a reason to live and that wants to keep going for their reason. It may sound ridiculous, or make me sound crazy for doing this post, and after everything I have been through, maybe I am crazy, but I do genuinely want to sacrifice my life to save someone that has a reason to live, and I understand that nobody will probably come forward to ask me to donate my heart or another organ to them, but I still wanted to ask, and to hope someone would come forward, but I also know that this is likely to ever happen, but it doesnt hurt to ask, so I did it anyway. Sorry for all the rambling, I needed to get this off my chest, and also so people dont think I am a tin foil hat nutcase.

Harvesting organs is illegal anywhere. It would be considered murder.

Yea I figured, just wanted to ask anyway, hoping that something would surprise me for what I'm looking for, but I figured it wasnt going to happen

 

[Jean4]

Well, I guess my post was just stupid nonsense in the end. Quick story, one big reason why I want to do this is because, last year, 6 people I know, 2 I've known for years and 3 who were just acquaintances, died. Not from organ failure, but just died in general. Those people that died, either had an OK life or a great life, but they wished they could keep living, and for reasons, a couple people had families, children, partners, a great job, a decent house or apartment, etc. They had a lot to live for, and I feel like, why did they have to die when they have reason to keep living and they are happy, when i dont have a reason and I'm not happy, why the hell do they get to die, and I dont? That is one major thing that took a giant toll on my mentality last year, and lead me to officially make suicide my main priority, and that's not the main reason why I want to die, I have many, but this is a big reason on my shit list. I took my cousin's death the hardest last year. He died of diabetes, in a medical prison facility, he was in jail for 5 years, and only had 2 more years to go until he was released. He has an 8 year old son and a wife. He said that once he got out, that he wanted to atone and that he wanted to be in his son's and wife's life, and try to do right by them, he had a reason to live, but didnt end up working out for him. He had a family, he may have been in prison, but he had a reason to live. I do not have anything he had, I have nothing, no reason to live, bit the Universe saw it that, oh hea got a family, so I'm going to kill him, and Dante, he has nothing, I'm going to force him to live and suffer. Even though it's not my fault that these people died, it haunts me every fucking day. I didn't have the power to save any of them, but that is why I want to do this, so I can save someone's life, someone who has a reason to live and that wants to keep going for their reason. It may sound ridiculous, or make me sound crazy for doing this post, and after everything I have been through, maybe I am crazy, but I do genuinely want to sacrifice my life to save someone that has a reason to live, and I understand that nobody will probably come forward to ask me to donate my heart or another organ to them, but I still wanted to ask, and to hope someone would come forward, but I also know that this is likely to ever happen, but it doesnt hurt to ask, so I did it anyway. Sorry for all the rambling, I needed to get this off my chest, and also so people dont think I am a tin foil hat nutcase.

Yea I figured, just wanted to ask anyway, hoping that something would surprise me for what I'm looking for, but I figured it wasnt going to happen

It's a nice thought. I am not trying to stop you, but if you need a reason to live, know that we will all miss you here and you are so very important to all of us :)

 

[Haku]

It's a nice thought. I am not trying to stop you, but if you need a reason to live, know that we will all miss you here and you are so very important to all of us :)

Oh no, I dont need a reason to live, I'm going to ctb, my mind is made up on that

 

[Jean4]

wrote? Oh no, I dont need a reason to live, I'm going to ctb, my mind is made up on that

Like I told you. I won't try to change your mind. Just know how special you are to all of us :)

 

[Haku]

I just wish

Like I told you. I won't try to change your mind. Just know how special you are to all of us :)

Thank you Jean, I appreciate that, you and most of the members on here are special to me as well.

 

[Jean4]

I just wish

Thank you Jean, I appreciate that, you and most of the members on here are special to me as well.

You just be sure you come here with a goodbye thread and give us time to say goodbye.

 

[Haku]

You just be sure you come here with a goodbye thread and give us time to say goodbye.

I will, will not leave without saying goodbye, but I still have some time before I leave, so you will still see plenty of me on the forum for a bit longer.

 

[truthseeker]

Pretty much. Things are going downhill at a quicker pace now and I don't want to go that way if I can help it somehow. On my own terms is all that matters. It's been a long road, 18 years but 2019 has been the worst to this point. Combined with depression it's more than I want to deal for much longer.

 

[WhiteDespair]

I will, will not leave without saying goodbye, but I still have some time before I leave, so you will still see plenty of me on the forum for a bit longer.

You seem like a decent fellow. I'll look forward to it.

 

[Haku]

Pretty much. Things are going downhill at a quicker pace now and I don't want to go that way if I can help it somehow. On my own terms is all that matters. It's been a long road, 18 years but 2019 has been the worst to this point. Combined with depression it's more than I want to deal for much longer.

I'm sorry you are going through so much pain, both mentally and physically. So I'm assuming since you have depression that you probably would not want to live, even of you had organ failure or not?

You seem like a decent fellow. I'll look forward to it.

Thank you, are you going through Organ failure?

 

[truthseeker]

I'm sorry you are going through so much pain, both mentally and physically. So I'm assuming since you have depression that you probably would not want to live, even of you had organ failure or not?

Thank you, are you going through Organ failure?

Thanks for the thought Haku. Depression has been a lifelong issue for me. I don't know for sure but I think if that was my biggest problem, I'd be able to muddle through somehow.Not so much living but muddling. I always have over 4-5 decades. Combined with my failing health and dour prognosis, it's a whole new animal. I've been heading in this direction for a long time, now I'm nearing the 'finish' line. No chance of being listed for a transplant as I don't have certain mandatory ducks in a row by no fault of my own really. It's not my fault I don't have proper familial support for instance. And at my age,56, I'm just tired,worn and world weary.

 

[WhiteDespair]

I'm sorry you are going through so much pain, both mentally and physically. So I'm assuming since you have depression that you probably would not want to live, even of you had organ failure or not?

Thank you, are you going through Organ failure?

Yes. My pipe organ is out of tune, several keys stick and I can't get the raccoons out.

Alternatively, you may choose one of the following punchlines:

1. Broken heart
2. Brain is unable to think
3. Erectile dysfunction
4. It's someone else's organ

 

[HannahB]

Is anyone here going to ctb because they are dying from organ failure? Like if you feel like you have to take your own life because organ failure is causing you excruciating pain and it's going to kill you eventually? And if that's the case, if you could be saved, would you do the procedure and try to live a full life? Do you want to live? Minus this problem, do you have a life that you think is worth living for if you were not dying from organ failure? Or do you hate your life enough to want to die, even if you did not have organ failure that is going to kill you? Reason I ask these questions is, if someone here is going to ctb because of organ failure, but they wish they didn't have it and want to live, if that is a possible to save you, by having someone donate an organ to you, I would be willing to donate an organ, if it saves your life and it ends mine. I may sound like a nutcase for asking this and willing to do this to save a life on here that wants to keep living, but this is what I want to do, if such a thing will be possible. I am registered to be an Organ Donor if i were to pass away, and i plan to ctb, but i dont want to ctb in vein, if i could save someone's life who wants to live, i am willing to do that. I plan to ctb by SN method, and if I do that, my organs will be contaminated, and probably no good to be donated. So if I can die by donating my heart or some other organ I need to keep me alive, I rather do that. I have always wanted to die saving someone's life, but no such opportunity has presented itself to me, and my life is an unbearable hell that i need to die, so if no one here has this problem and doesnt want to be saved, i guess i will die by SN method, but I will feel like I was born with no purpose other than to suffer and just kill myself, and I dont want that but will do it if necessary, but if I can die by saving a life that's wants to live fully, I would really prefer that. By saying all this, in no way am I trying to do this to make myself feel good about myself or make myself look like a hero. I genuinely truthfully just want to do this, and not for any selfish reason, this is just how I am. I'm not trying to be a superhero, I just want to do this because I want to save a life and because it's the right thing to do. Please, if you read this and you are thinking of commenting this post harshly, please don't, I am serious when I ask this, and I am not mentally capable of dealing with trolls, so please be kind when you decide to comment. And if there is nobody on this forum with this problem, someone dying from Organ failure and wants to be cured of possible and keep living life, then just take my post as venting, because this was partially for venting, but I am also very serious about doing this if there is anyone here who wants to be saved. If there is, and you are embarrassed to say it publicly on the thread, please pm me, and and we can talk about it privately if you want to. Again, I'm sorry if this post offends anyone or if it makes me sound crazy, that is not my intention, I just want to be a good friend and sacrifice my life to save another if possible.

This is so wholesome ❤

 

[k75]

Sadly, what you're describing isn't a realistic option for anyone. You cannot be euthanized for vital organs donation. I'm pretty sure that is illegal anywhere. The only case where you could actually do something like this would be on the black market, so to speak, and that's definitely murder. If you're really serious about wanting your organs donated, you don't have many options short of giving up your suicide plans and hoping for a natural death in a hospital setting.

 

[Haku]

Thanks for the thought Haku. Depression has been a lifelong issue for me. I don't know for sure but I think if that was my biggest problem, I'd be able to muddle through somehow.Not so much living but muddling. I always have over 4-5 decades. Combined with my failing health and dour prognosis, it's a whole new animal. I've been heading in this direction for a long time, now I'm nearing the 'finish' line. No chance of being listed for a transplant as I don't have certain mandatory ducks in a row by no fault of my own really. It's not my fault I don't have proper familial support for instance. And at my age,56, I'm just tired,worn and world weary.

truthseeker, it saddens me that you have been suffering from this, other than your physical disability, I'm not sure how your mentality towards life is, but if you were not suffering from this physical pain, do you feel like you would want to keep living? And do.you have a reason to live if you were able to? Like a family, marriage, and kids? Whatever your choice would be, if it was possible to save you, physically I mean, would you still want to live, I know you said your 56, but that's middle aged, that may not be young, but your still not old yet. I know you said its probably to late to physically save you, and I am so sorry for that, but if it were possible, wouldnyou chose to keep living? If not for family, how about yourself? After the answers quite a few people have given me, I guess its impossible to do this trade my life to save another thing, but, that's how I feel, if I was able to do so, to save your life or another's, if that is what you wanted, I would do it in a heartbeat. I just cant handle people that have a life that's possible to enjoy it, but cant because if a physical condition that has them in excruciating pain and is killing them, it's just not right. And being someone that doesnt have a great life, but an OK healthy heart, I would like to give that to someone who wants to live, but unfortunately what I hear it's not legal. I just lost 7 people last year that I know, whether they be just acquaintances or people I've know for years. And they had reasons to live, and it shattered my mind and soul, because I wanted to die and they didn't, and the Universe cursed me to keep living in the hell I'm in, and forced those who really knew how to live life to die. My mother is actually 56 as well, and in 9 months, she has been in the hospital 5 times, for high blood pressure. Apparently she wasnt that bad, but how I saw it, it looked like she was about to die, and 5 times within 9 months in the hospital, I feel like it's worse than what doctors said it was. The most recent time she went, I didnt hear from her in 2 days, I kept calling her cell, no answer, I was freaking out, and was trying to ctb prematurely, and I was going on a rampage punishing myself and trashing my apartment, because I thought something happened to her, and she is my help. In the state that I'm in, I'm helpless, so she helps me out quite a bit, and without her, I cant survive. So that's why I went a little crazy. But after 2 days, a friend of hers called me and said she was in the hospital, for the same thing 5th time in a row, and then I calmed down. But of something were to happen to my mom before I ctb, I cant make it, so that's why I'm trying to go before she does. I really wish her problem was something that I could transplant an organ to her, but unfortunately she doesnt have that problem. I'm sorry talking so much. I hope that in the end, that you get the peace you truly want, and that you will no longer have to suffer.
I'm sorry everyone, this is the last time I will speak about this topic, it kind of brought up alot of pent up emotions with me and, I'm not doing so great. So I'm sorry and sorry to those that I did not reply to your comments, I hope you understand. And I am also grateful to those who shared a bit of their story, I really appreciate it, and I hope everyone finds the peace they are looking for in the end.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Well, I guess my post was just stupid nonsense in the end. Quick story, one big reason why I want to do this is because, last year, 6 people I know, 2 I've known for years and 3 who were just acquaintances, died. Not from organ failure, but just died in general. Those people that died, either had an OK life or a great life, but they wished they could keep living, and for reasons, a couple people had families, children, partners, a great job, a decent house or apartment, etc. They had a lot to live for, and I feel like, why did they have to die when they have reason to keep living and they are happy, when i dont have a reason and I'm not happy, why the hell do they get to die, and I dont? That is one major thing that took a giant toll on my mentality last year, and lead me to officially make suicide my main priority, and that's not the main reason why I want to die, I have many, but this is a big reason on my shit list. I took my cousin's death the hardest last year. He died of diabetes, in a medical prison facility, he was in jail for 5 years, and only had 2 more years to go until he was released. He has an 8 year old son and a wife. He said that once he got out, that he wanted to atone and that he wanted to be in his son's and wife's life, and try to do right by them, he had a reason to live, but didnt end up working out for him. He had a family, he may have been in prison, but he had a reason to live. I do not have anything he had, I have nothing, no reason to live, bit the Universe saw it that, oh hea got a family, so I'm going to kill him, and Dante, he has nothing, I'm going to force him to live and suffer. Even though it's not my fault that these people died, it haunts me every fucking day. I didn't have the power to save any of them, but that is why I want to do this, so I can save someone's life, someone who has a reason to live and that wants to keep going for their reason. It may sound ridiculous, or make me sound crazy for doing this post, and after everything I have been through, maybe I am crazy, but I do genuinely want to sacrifice my life to save someone that has a reason to live, and I understand that nobody will probably come forward to ask me to donate my heart or another organ to them, but I still wanted to ask, and to hope someone would come forward, but I also know that this is likely to ever happen, but it doesnt hurt to ask, so I did it anyway. Sorry for all the rambling, I needed to get this off my chest, and also so people dont think I am a tin foil hat nutcase.

Yea I figured, just wanted to ask anyway, hoping that something would surprise me for what I'm looking for, but I figured it wasnt going to happen

I think that it is so sweet what you want to do. It's really a beautiful offer. But doctors aren't going to kill you to give your organs to someone else. Doctors don't just kill people unfortunately. My dad died because he couldn't get a liver transplant. The wait list is impossible. So it was a very sweet thought.

 

[WhiteDespair]

I think that it is so sweet what you want to do. It's really a beautiful offer. But doctors aren't going to kill you to give your organs to someone else. Doctors don't just kill people unfortunately. My dad died because he couldn't get a liver transplant. The wait list is impossible. So it was a very sweet thought.

This is a movie plot.

 

[Haku]

I think that it is so sweet what you want to do. It's really a beautiful offer. But doctors aren't going to kill you to give your organs to someone else. Doctors don't just kill people unfortunately. My dad died because he couldn't get a liver transplant. The wait list is impossible. So it was a very sweet thought.

Thank you Sweet Emotion, and I'm so sorry about your dad, I figured this would be impossible to do, it just hurts me that I'm so powerless to do anything.

 

[WhiteDespair]

Thank you Sweet Emotion, and I'm so sorry about your dad, I figured this would be impossible to do, it just hurts me that I'm so powerless to do anything.

Chin up @Haku

You are more powerful and have done more than you realize.

 

[Haku]

Chin up @Haku

You are more powerful and have done more than you realize.

Thank you, I appreciate your words, only wish I could have done more, but many of the members have told me that they have found comfort in my words, so I am glad that I helped in some way I guess.

 

[WhiteDespair]

Thank you, I appreciate your words, only wish I could have done more, but many of the members have told me that they have found comfort in my words, so I am glad that I helped in some way I guess.

You are correct. There are days at work where it seems I didn't accomplish anything when, in reality, I completed important tasks.

You have an ability to comfort and empathize with people when the darkest elements of their souls churn to the surface and seal them in an obscuring miasma. That's impressive.

Who knows? Future generations may sing the songs of Haku.