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losing hope

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Apr 27, 2022
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I know if you are of average weight STan's guide & the PPH recommend 25g's of SN. However I have been reading goodbye & testing SN threads for the last year in prep for when & if I need to CTB. The one common theme I can recall is the gross taste of SN which seems to contribute towards Nausea & / or vomitting. The latter being, possibly the biggest risk factor with this method.

Thus to reduce the chances of nausea & vomitting I would prefer to take a little less SN, even if it takes longer to passout. I am more interested in ensuring success than maximising the peacefulness of it. FYI I will be doing the usual things to avoid the SN taste (Rizla bombs, Oraljel, sweet afterwards etc..) but once the SN is in your body, your body is going to want to rid itself of it via vomitting.

I think @icetea15 stated at the end of his very useful experience that he was planning on taking 10g's because he felt 25g's was overkill;


So just wondered who else might be taking a little less SN than the recommended dose & are you basing that on anything / evidence?

And if so to that latter question, would you be kind enough to share that info here?
 
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depressedlover

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Apr 12, 2023
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This thread is very interesting,informative and has left me with a lot to weigh on,im ctbng tonight had planned on using 25g and im 110lb
 
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losing hope

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Apr 27, 2022
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This thread is very interesting,informative and has left me with a lot to weigh on,im ctbng tonight had planned on using 25g and im 110lb

Hope you are feeling better today :hug:

Had read your recent thread & the side effects you experienced with meto yesterday. So I hope you are well rested & ready to do whatever you feel is right. Personally I am 176Ib (79 Kg's) & was intending to follow the below table which suggested I take 22g's of SN:


But since I only have 50g from IC, I am thinking of doing 20g so I can have another backup drink of 20g & a third backup drink of 10g. In case of vomiting. But I am open to trying even less SN per drink than 20g for my weight if someone can provide a compelling case for doing so here. According to that table if I were 110lb I would only need 17.5g.

Hope you find the above info useful and as I say wish you all the best, whatever you decide. Will be checking in on your thread.
 
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depressedlover

In Transit waiting for the bus
Apr 12, 2023
178
Today i'm good,everything is fine,just waiting for my Sn time.I'll just take 20g to be on the safe side due to impurities.
 
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losing hope

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Apr 27, 2022
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Just came across this thread which might provide you with some more thoughts on this subject;

 
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