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wasteofspace22
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- Aug 20, 2022
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Hello, I am a 19 year old man in the United States. I have severe, severe mental health issues, such as: autism, bipolar, ocd, adhd and have had hardcore drug dependence to drugs such as meth, cocaine and alcohol already. I started using drugs at 13. I wish more then anything I could take it back, I feel I ruined my one shot at life, my one chance and dice roll. I can't get joy out of anything. I'm too mentally gone to even hold a job for one week which I tried 3 times since 16. I have no future plans and am already in the process of getting approved for SSI(disability) at 19!!! I have no friends and wasted my life obsessing over drugs, and stuff that didn't matter too much like physical appearance. I feel like I am too far gone to get anything out of this life. It's like I've read- life can and always will get worse. And I had my breaking point already, I can't see it going anywhere. So based on this, and I ask because I want to know if maybe I'm overreacting, is it reasonable and time to CTB at this point in my shit fuck life