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Si hablas español mándame un MP
- Oct 27, 2018
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The last time I went to the doctor for stomach pain, he told me that it was irritable bowel, and that it is possibly related to my insomnia, since stress is somatized in the intestine.
That got me thinking, and my trouble sleeping and stomach aches started around the same time (3 years ago)
I have Asperger's (in the process of diagnosis), it is really practically impossible for me to socialize IRL, I even have problems socializing online. When I was little and went to school I met two people who would end up being the only friends I have, we us always stayed (they are brothers) we stayed almost every weekend, we had a lot of privacy, we told each other everything, they told me we were like brothers etc ... for a while we started to meet less, and right now we never see each other, at most 2 or 3 times a year, they just met other people and they no longer want to meet me.
I know I can't depend on two people in particular, it's true, but I can't really socialize with anyone, let alone have that degree of intimacy. Nor am I blaming them for my insomnia or my irritable bowel, but I find it curious that it started at the same time.
Before I also had problems, and even suicidal thoughts, I was also socially frustrated, but life was much more tolerable, I really miss them.
I've met amazing people here and in online games, but honestly it's not the same as IRL contact.
That got me thinking, and my trouble sleeping and stomach aches started around the same time (3 years ago)
I have Asperger's (in the process of diagnosis), it is really practically impossible for me to socialize IRL, I even have problems socializing online. When I was little and went to school I met two people who would end up being the only friends I have, we us always stayed (they are brothers) we stayed almost every weekend, we had a lot of privacy, we told each other everything, they told me we were like brothers etc ... for a while we started to meet less, and right now we never see each other, at most 2 or 3 times a year, they just met other people and they no longer want to meet me.
I know I can't depend on two people in particular, it's true, but I can't really socialize with anyone, let alone have that degree of intimacy. Nor am I blaming them for my insomnia or my irritable bowel, but I find it curious that it started at the same time.
Before I also had problems, and even suicidal thoughts, I was also socially frustrated, but life was much more tolerable, I really miss them.
I've met amazing people here and in online games, but honestly it's not the same as IRL contact.