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- Feb 17, 2020
- 27
I was practicing partial the other day. Wasn't really paying attention, mind was just wandering. All of a sudden I felt terrified and started screaming uncontrollably. All I could think about was getting out of that noose. I felt fine shortly after getting out. The thing I don't understand is that it was completely involuntary and out of my control. Like someone pressed the "fear" button in my head. I thought maybe it was SI but I had no intention of dying that day, and I haven't even been having much luck with partial anyway so it's not like I accidently got close this time or anything.
I want to prevent this from happening again. Has something like this ever happened to anyone or does anyone know why this happens?
I want to prevent this from happening again. Has something like this ever happened to anyone or does anyone know why this happens?