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whenisitmytimetodie
Horrible person
- May 23, 2021
- 10
Hello there,
I have seen multiple threads on here - similar to this one but still wanted to ask about my own situation.
I think I might struggle with intrusive thoughts (maybe even ocd), sometimes I get unwanted really fucked up thoughts that are just wrong. tbh I kinda wish I had ocd, ik u dont wish for sth like that but I think in this case it makes sense - of course i'd rather have an illness explaining why these horrible thoughts come to me, rather than actually being this horrible/thinking abt it just because. these thoughts are definitely unwanted and i push them away and avoid them but sometimes i get really scared they might be for real, if i think abt it they kinda really arent, but how do u know whats true and what isnt, idk this. I hate these thoughts, they ruin my life and whole iew on myself. I dont get them daily tho, which makes me think its not sth like ocd. i definitely think unwanted stuff daily but that is out of other reasons and not the stuff i mean in this thread. what are these thoughts? are they intrusive thoughts? might i have ocd ? (i also cant think of any compulsions i do,i take a lot of notes whenever I get a brainfuck - idk if this is a compulsion tho and sometimes i count to calm down butthis is more of my own choice.)
I have seen multiple threads on here - similar to this one but still wanted to ask about my own situation.
I think I might struggle with intrusive thoughts (maybe even ocd), sometimes I get unwanted really fucked up thoughts that are just wrong. tbh I kinda wish I had ocd, ik u dont wish for sth like that but I think in this case it makes sense - of course i'd rather have an illness explaining why these horrible thoughts come to me, rather than actually being this horrible/thinking abt it just because. these thoughts are definitely unwanted and i push them away and avoid them but sometimes i get really scared they might be for real, if i think abt it they kinda really arent, but how do u know whats true and what isnt, idk this. I hate these thoughts, they ruin my life and whole iew on myself. I dont get them daily tho, which makes me think its not sth like ocd. i definitely think unwanted stuff daily but that is out of other reasons and not the stuff i mean in this thread. what are these thoughts? are they intrusive thoughts? might i have ocd ? (i also cant think of any compulsions i do,i take a lot of notes whenever I get a brainfuck - idk if this is a compulsion tho and sometimes i count to calm down butthis is more of my own choice.)