Story Intro and why I'm here

[Toriinbed]

Hello I'm Tori (18/F)

My first attempt was back in middle school and after it has been a rollercoaster of recovery and depressive episodes. I've been diagnosed with CPTSD and it is hard for me to feel comfortable being around men physically/ developing close friendships. The most recent incident putting the nail in the coffin which I talked about in another thread.

I don't think I will attempt to ctb anytime soon but that is my mindset for right now at least.

When I went on this site it was with the intention of finding a method to ctb that I could do that very same night but eventually after some scrolling, I ended up feeling comforted and ended up making an account. I now consider this forum as a safe space to talk about loneliness as well as express my suffering for existing.

 

[CTB Dream]

Wlcm vry sry cruel life know how cptsd pain etc,can talk any here hope peac e

 

[yume]

While I'm also new here, so I don't speak for the more active members of the forum, I'm glad you've found a place you can confide in, and I wish you the best no matter which way you decide to go.

 

[Werewolf]

Hi Tori I'm sorry you're suffering.
It's nice though that you can find some comfort here. I also was a "hang around" for some time before I decided to join, and also found this place soothing.

Guess it's because of the acceptance and no filter approach to this forum, you know, able to express what you feel and not judged or alone.
Whatever you decide to do, or not do, best of wishes to you.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Welcome Tori. I'm sorry for the circumstances that have brought you here but I hope you can find some sollace and comfort. I agree. For the main part, this is a very supportive community. I was so happy when I discovered this place.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is so unnecessarily cruel, and it's undeniable that there is no real relief from suffering as long as one exists here but anyway I wish you the best and hope that you find what you are looking for here.