Venting Intended to do it this week but too close to mum's birthday

[hematomatema]

Really annoyed about this. I intended to do it either tonight or tomorrow night (Domperidone hasn't arrived yet) but I just realised my mum's birthday is next week and I don't want to ruin it for her...it means I'll probably have to wait until later this month, but that's when I start my new job, so it'd be awkward to kill myself like a week or two into my new job. Fuuuuuck. I hate time. Was the first time in a while that I had enough willpower and secrecy to go through with it as well. I might not even get another opportunity till August....

 

[malevolentdiety]

I know what you mean the times that I feel most ready usually the most inconvenient to a family's birthdays and s***.