Venting Inching closer by the day

[sorrymom]

I really want to kill myself. I told myself I would wait 1 month for the prozac to start working but it just makes me feel sick and unable to sleep well. I still feel mind crushing depression and I just don't want to be here. I am failing my classes and I am a dissapointment to the one person who cared for me. Is exit bag a reliable method?

 

[Makko]

Poisoning by sodium nitrite seems to be the recommended method here. Less risk of things going wrong since it doesn't involve fiddling with equipment.

 

[Deleted member 23885]

I hope u all the best as u make it thru life. I am so sorry about your struggles. If u want to PM me, I'm always ready to listen.

 

[sorrymom]

Poisoning by sodium nitrite seems to be the recommended method here. Less risk of things going wrong since it doesn't involve fiddling with equipment.

I don't know how to acquire sodium nitrite and the other drug. I read the forum but I think I'd fuck it up because I'm too fucking stupid to understand how it works