In what ways do you self sabotage?

[Volatile]

I do well in school only to fuck up and then I proceed to redeem myself only to undo my efforts. The cycle repeats. I'm dependent on the financial aid money which makes the situation even more dire.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

human relationships

 

[throwaway777]

i am naturally self distructive …everything i do hurts me … and i feel so overwhelmed by the caos that i feel inside of me, by the fear ,that i end up not doing anything, stuck in my confusion while everything goes ahead of me …time doesnt wait … and i feel more and more hopeless …

 

[ignominia]

I'm a very evasive person. When I'm doing right things usually I prefer to quit before to conclude rather than disappointing me, that had led me to a negative state of no-action, I feel awful.

 

[Midnight]

Blown all my money and sell my stuff. Also depression is self destructive. It helps in pushing me to and hopefully over the edge.

 

[Lra888]

1. Avoid people/ situations because of anxiety & depression which causes many problems.

2. Very wasteful with money because I never plan for the future.

3. Never plan for the future in general causing very poor descisions about work, relationships, finances, health etc. Never think long term.

4. Often careless/destructive with possessions.

 

[nzdarkshark]

Avoid my friends and family, try to get myself to pass out knowing I can't, telling myself my future will be what I want it to be even though life hates me and will fuck it up, tell myself I can be replaceable and thus underprice my artwork because I think/know I'm not good enough and people don't buy from me anyway (which must mean something).