WitheringAway
Ima shake the champagne bottle...
- Jun 23, 2020
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I mean I can't begin to describe the dumbass feeling that I feel. It's so stupid and unrealistic. We don't technically work together but we work in the same department so I see him everyday. He's just so perfect and nice to me. Well he's nice to everyone so I shouldn't feel special or whatever but.. there's just something about him that makes me want to love him. I know I shouldn't and I know it's a hopeless case and he's way out of my league etc but I can't control how I feel. I feel stupid for feeling that way. Ive never felt like this in my whole life. It's a strange feeling I can't describe. I've always been professional and maintained a good work ethics by all standards but how I feel about him makes me weak. It's starting to show when I interact with him. Ya know the little stupid things you involuntarily do when you're around your crush. Except he's more than just a crush. Please help how to make it stop?. Other people are starting to notice and I'm scared. I didnt think I would ever lose control like that. It's pathetic.