Letmego. Please
Wizard
- Nov 18, 2018
- 619
What would be something that could if you wished allow you too truly live.....
Mine are maybe a bit perverse (dunno if thats the right word)
If a quack turned round to me & said you have x or y & you will be dead in (insert) years
Or if euthanasia was better implemented & i knew that if i was still on the same hamster wheel in a couple of years that i could opt to leave....
If any of the above were real i feel like i could maybe enjoy a year or two, despite the depression & being suicidal for a lot of my life i have also had a lot of fun, when I'm well i can interact with folks & i dunno, it just feels like if i had that option then for a bit at least i could really truly live....
Sorry & of course please remove if pointless.
Mine are maybe a bit perverse (dunno if thats the right word)
If a quack turned round to me & said you have x or y & you will be dead in (insert) years
Or if euthanasia was better implemented & i knew that if i was still on the same hamster wheel in a couple of years that i could opt to leave....
If any of the above were real i feel like i could maybe enjoy a year or two, despite the depression & being suicidal for a lot of my life i have also had a lot of fun, when I'm well i can interact with folks & i dunno, it just feels like if i had that option then for a bit at least i could really truly live....
Sorry & of course please remove if pointless.