Jamesun
No longer human.
- Feb 23, 2022
- 128
Well I just want to vent about all the shit that's happened.
So many things have happened so quickly I just can't process everything, I had a shitty crisis I just wanted to cry, I was so scared and I couldn't stop thinking about killing myself. Everything has been shit, I can't stop thinking that I'm a faggot afraid of everything, I'm afraid of being left by my partner or that this will affect me. I don't know what to do. I feel devastated,I'm afraid of being alone, I hate being so emotionally dependent, I hate not being like everyone else, I'm not even able to finish my education, I'm a fucking disappointment, maybe I should kill myself and end it all, maybe then I will stop suffering, maybe that will make everything easier.
Thank you everyone for your attention.
So many things have happened so quickly I just can't process everything, I had a shitty crisis I just wanted to cry, I was so scared and I couldn't stop thinking about killing myself. Everything has been shit, I can't stop thinking that I'm a faggot afraid of everything, I'm afraid of being left by my partner or that this will affect me. I don't know what to do. I feel devastated,I'm afraid of being alone, I hate being so emotionally dependent, I hate not being like everyone else, I'm not even able to finish my education, I'm a fucking disappointment, maybe I should kill myself and end it all, maybe then I will stop suffering, maybe that will make everything easier.
Thank you everyone for your attention.
