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- May 1, 2020
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It's really that simple. I cannot focus on any of this for the life of me. I will just start daydreaming in the middle of homework and i'll just straight up lose an entire hour of time. I'm thinking about maybe giving up on trying to have a good life and just basking and rolling around in the mediocrity of it all. Maybe I will just choose to have my life be chaotic instead of trying to have peace. I guess I don't want things to be different hard enough, but I can't imagine why. I am not convinced this is a preferable state to be in.