Venting Impatient

[HighwayToHell]

Anyone else just raring to go? I just want to stab a major artery right now and be done with it all, but there's a risk of surviving.

 

[BasedGod]

Oh definitely, even though I wanted to do sn I attempted partial hanging and well that didn't pan out obviously. Then when I was choosing shipping for the sn I became enraged because of the shipping times.

 

[porfin1234]

I have SN and Tagamet and that's it. Yet tempted daily to just down SN and suffer while it eventually kills me. I'm too chicken shit for that though. Half assing will probably just result in another hospitalization and worse consequences. Kids at my school hate my guts and have a bad reputation.New kid this semester said he thinking my class would be fun but understands why everyone told him it was a horrible class. To leave him alone he doesn't like me.
Hospitalization bills. Constant reminders of mistakes. Etc etc. Im just done.
So many people hate me that at this point I think I'd be better off dead.

 

[ElMow]

but there's a risk of surviving.

This is literally the only thing stopping me. I cannot convince myself I will be successful. What a thing for me to be hung up on but I am.